August 29, 2008

P.S. I Love You

Year: 2007
Genre: Drama, Romance



























1

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I know I should know this, darling,

but are you mad at me?



2

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Baby. Holly.



3

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I did something, right?

I did something bad, right?



4

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Should I know what it is?



5

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Or is it something

maybe you just think I did?



6

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No, no. I did it. I did it.



7

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It was a bad, bad thing I did,

and I'm so sorry, luv.



8

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Holly, come on, will you?



9

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Holly, wait. Baby...



10

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you have to let me in on it.



11

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Or are you waiting until we're in

the apartment before you talk to me?



12

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Are you gonna make me

sleep in the bathtub again?



13

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Oh, no, I don't know what I said.



14

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You said it. You know you said it.

- No, I don't know what I said...



15

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but I didn't mean it.

- You mean everything you say.



16

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Sometimes I mean nothing

when I say something.



17

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Something is never nothing.

It's always something.



18

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Most of what I say is nothing.

Just something to say.



19

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Men say it's just something to say

to get away with saying something...



20

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but they know they're saying something.

- Say what? What did I say?



21

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You said at my mother's, you

would have a baby but I'm not ready.



22

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To my mother! You might as well

have said I'm a lesbian.



23

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Well, I am the only man you ever had.



24

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Oh, I dated Timmy Harrison

for four months before I met you.



25

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Isn't he a woman now?

- Aah!



26

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You told my mother

I didn't want children!



27

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I did not. I didn't say that.

- Yes, you did.



28

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Yes, you did. You said exactly that.

- I did not.



29

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I didn't say that you weren't ready to...



30

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have a baby. I said that

you wanted to wait.



31

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Which means I don't want one right now.



32

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Right.

- Thank you.



33

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Wait a minute. I'm confused.

Can I get a ruling on this?



34

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No, you're not confused.

You're just wrong.



35

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'Holly doesn't wanna have a baby.'

We had a plan, Gerry.



36

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To wait to have children

until we could buy an apartment...



37

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put 25 percent of each paycheck

into a separate joint account...



38

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with a 6.25 interest for 5 years.

Why didn't you tell my mother that?



39

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Ha-ha-ha. Each paycheck?



40

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Darling, you only just started

getting regular paychecks.



41

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You quit five jobs in two years, remember?

- Well, I can't work for idiots.



42

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They can't all be idiots.

- Yes, they can.



43

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They can all be idiots.

And why didn't you tell my mother...



44

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about the business loan you and John

took out without asking me?



45

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Oh... Aha!



46

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You see, you... You finally said it.



47

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I knew that's why you're angry.

- That's not the reason.



48

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It is not the reason.



49

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It is the reason.

- We should have waited.



50

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Waited for what? What? I've been

driving limos for four years, Holly.



51

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So John and me, we wanna start a business.

We buy a few cars, we get a few clients.



52

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That's a career right there.

What is your problem?!



53

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What if it doesn't work?

What if we always have to live here?



54

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And what about what I want, huh?



55

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You think

I wanna be a real estate agent...



56

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showing apartments to buy

that I can never live in?



57

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There may be other things

I wanna do with my life.



58

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Okay. Like what?

- I don't know. Other things.



59

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Then quit, all right? The job makes you

cranky at home every bloody day anyway.



60

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You wanna have a baby? Let's do it.

- See?



61

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I hate when you do that.

- Hah. Do what?



62

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'Let's have a baby.' La-la-la!



63

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In a five-floor walkup we can barely move

in. I'd change diapers on the windowsill.



64

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You have to have a plan.

You can't act like...



65

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everything's just gonna

work out by itself.



66

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Why do I have to be

the responsible grownup who worries?



67

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Why can't I be the cute, carefree

Irish guy who sings all the time?



68

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Because you can't sing

without making dogs bark.



69

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Look, Holly, people have babies

with no money all the time.



70

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If you're so worried about it, why don't

you stop buying designer clothes?



71

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I buy everything on eBay.



72

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It doesn't count when you're wearing

Marc Jacobs from Minneapolis.



73

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Do you want to have a baby?



74

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Do you?

- Yes, I do.



75

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See?

- See what?



76

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I know what you're really saying

even when you don't say it.



77

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You mean the two conversations thing.



78

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The one we're having

and the one you think we're having.



79

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You said that to my mother because you're

mad at me for not wanting children yet...



80

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and because I'm no fun anymore and

we don't have enough hot, nasty sex...



81

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because I'm always bitching about bills.

Why don't you just be honest and say it?



82

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Say what you mean.



83

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All right.



84

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I wish we had more hot, nasty sex.



85

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Or the other kind is fine.



86

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What you're really saying is this

isn't the life you wanted, is it?



87

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Well, that's not what I'm saying.

Is that what you're saying?



88

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And what if this is it, Gerry?

What if this is all there is to our life?



89

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What do you mean?

- It means this is it.



90

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We're a married couple

who own a limo company...



91

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who may or may not have children,

end of story.



92

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Well, what other story do you want?

- I don't know. L...



93

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What do you want, Hol? What?



94

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Because I'm tired

of trying to figure it out.



95

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You want a bigger apartment?

I'll take a second job.



96

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You want a child, you don't want a child.

What?



97

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I know what I want because

I have it in my hands right now.



98

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Do you?

Do you know what you want?



99

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Because you better tell me now

if I'm not it.



100

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Or what? You gonna leave?



101

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You want me to leave?

- Lf you wanna leave.



102

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Don't use me as an excuse.

- I'll leave if you want me to.



103

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Then leave if you wanna go.



104

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Don't push me.

- You wanna leave, just say goodbye.



105

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Oh, that's me bollocks!



106

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Stop acting bilingual.

- Oh, kiss me arse.



107

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Kiss mine in English!



108

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Are we finished now, luv?

Can I come back?



109

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Yeah.



110

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I'm sorry. I'm sorry.



111

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I'm sorry, luv. Ahhh.

- I'm sorry.



112

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I'm sorry I said the wrong thing

to your mother.



113

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God, I still get nervous around her.



114

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I still think after nine years,

she doesn't like me.



115

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I know I'm being stupid.



116

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No, you're not being stupid, baby.

She doesn't like you.



117

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Really? And I thought deep down,

she really loved me.



118

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No, she doesn't.

I was 19 when we got married.



119

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And you corrupted me

with sex and charm...



120

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and the longer it takes you to make your...



121

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fortune, the less sexy

and charming you are.



122

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Hmm.



123

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What? What are you looking for?



124

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Me balls. They were hanging there

a minute ago.



125

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My mother said it was a mistake marrying

you because I loved you too much.



126

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'It won't last.'



127

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I don't wanna make any mistakes, Gerry.



128

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Well, you're in the wrong species, luv.

Be a duck.



129

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My baby.



130

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We're not a mistake

just because we don't have any money.



131

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And we are gonna last.



132

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You know how I know?



133

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Because I still wake up every morning...



134

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and the first thing I want to do

is see your face.



135

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Oh, I'm sorry.



136

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I see people buying bigger apartments

and having babies.



137

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I get so afraid sometimes

our life's never gonna start.



138

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No, baby.



139

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We're already in our life.



140

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It's already started. This is it.



141

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You have to stop waiting, baby.



142

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And Hol, you can't keep eating

me head off, telling me to leave.



143

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I'm not going anywhere.



144

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I'm not your dad.



145

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Or don't you know that yet?



146

00:10:06,138 --> 00:10:07,840

I should get my shoes.



147

00:10:07,940 --> 00:10:13,465

They're all over the place.

They're gonna think I don't love them.



148

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Whoo!



149

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Shake it, baby.



150

00:11:05,063 --> 00:11:07,063

Do the stomach shake.



151

00:11:08,199 --> 00:11:10,199

Whoo!



152

00:11:14,239 --> 00:11:16,833

Oh! Ow! Aah! Ooh!



153

00:11:17,075 --> 00:11:18,777

My eye! I'm blind.



154

00:11:18,877 --> 00:11:22,581

Oh, I just wanna lick

your little Glaswegian chocolate.



155

00:11:22,681 --> 00:11:27,526

Okay, okay. I can't believe

I'm in love with a leprechaun.



156

00:11:30,055 --> 00:11:32,591

Oh, wait. The light. You were up last.

- The light?



157

00:11:32,691 --> 00:11:33,925

No.

- You were up last.



158

00:11:34,024 --> 00:11:37,595

But I'm not up now, am I?

Baby, look, I'm injured. My eye.



159

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God. A pain in me hole.



160

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That's a good girl.

That's a good girl.



161

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Come on, get back to bed

or I'm gonna start without you.



162

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Aah! Shit.



163

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You okay?

- Shit, no! My toe! Oh! Ow!



164

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I tell you what. Someone should get a...



165

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light, that side of the

bed. It's ridiculous.



166

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Ridiculous.



167

00:12:01,051 --> 00:12:05,155

I'll get my next husband to do it.

- Oh, come here.



168

00:12:05,255 --> 00:12:09,692

Next husband. Oh-ho-ho. Next husband.

Come here, you.



169

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I'm sorry I lose my mind sometimes.



170

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Did it hurt you? Let me look.

- Will you shut up and kiss me, okay?



171

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You crazy bitch. Pain in me hole.



172

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Oh, Daniel, we forgot those Thanksgiving

decorations. Will you take them down?



173

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Sure, Mrs. Reilly.

Where do you want them?



174

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Patricia. In the skinny closet.

Have you got the key?



175

00:14:00,936 --> 00:14:02,738

No, I don't.



176

00:14:02,838 --> 00:14:05,140

I'll make you a set next week.



177

00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:07,943

And ask Gerry's drivers

to close the curtains, will you?



178

00:14:08,043 --> 00:14:10,043

Sure.



179

00:14:12,447 --> 00:14:14,447

Go ahead.

Thanks.



180

00:14:18,820 --> 00:14:19,888

John.

- What?



181

00:14:19,988 --> 00:14:22,115

Oh, Denise.

- Hi.



182

00:14:22,290 --> 00:14:24,793

Oh, it's good to see you.

- Do I have to help?



183

00:14:24,893 --> 00:14:26,661

No, you do not have to help.

- Good.



184

00:14:26,761 --> 00:14:28,330

Sharon, you look great.

- Hi.



185

00:14:28,430 --> 00:14:30,665

Hi. This is good.

- So do you.



186

00:14:30,765 --> 00:14:32,367

Am I late?

- No. This is gorgeous.



187

00:14:32,467 --> 00:14:34,436

Wait till you see Gerry.

You're gonna die.



188

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Oh, yeah?

- Yeah.



189

00:15:02,697 --> 00:15:07,287

Well, as Gerry would say,

let's get this party started.



190

00:15:07,401 --> 00:15:12,306

Gerry Kennedy did not want a lot of words.

He preferred music.



191

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He was a unique young man...



192

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as you can see by the urn he had

designed by the love of his life...



193

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his wife, Holly.



194

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His life may be over for now,

but we can still hear it.



195

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He lives in us forever in our hearts...



196

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like his favorite song.



197

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Got on a lucky one



198

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Came in eighteen to one



199

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I've got a feeling



200

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This year's for me and you



201

00:16:00,788 --> 00:16:05,418

So happy Christmas



202

00:16:05,592 --> 00:16:09,050

I love you, baby



203

00:16:09,463 --> 00:16:13,194

I can see a better time



204

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When all our dreams come true



205

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You're a bum, you're a punk

- You're an old slut on junk



206

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Lying there almost dead

On a drip in that bed



207

00:16:36,255 --> 00:16:39,225

You scumbag, you maggot

You cheap, lousy faggot



208

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Happy Christmas, your arse

I pray God it's our last



209

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The boys of the NYPD choir

Still singing 'Galway Bay'



210

00:16:48,101 --> 00:16:52,731

And the bells are ringing out

For Christmas Day



211

00:16:57,377 --> 00:16:58,945

Aww.



212

00:16:59,045 --> 00:17:01,045

Mama, how you doing?



213

00:17:01,814 --> 00:17:04,619

Ciara.

- Oh, sis, good to see you.



214

00:17:04,784 --> 00:17:07,150

Oh, good to hold you.

- Oh.



215

00:17:11,524 --> 00:17:13,524

Hello, Gerry.



216

00:17:25,438 --> 00:17:27,736

Hi, I'm Denise.

- Matt.



217

00:17:27,906 --> 00:17:29,942

I love your tie.

- Oh, thanks.



218

00:17:30,042 --> 00:17:32,337

Are you single, Matt?

- Yes.



219

00:17:32,377 --> 00:17:34,377

Are you gay?

- Yes.



220

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Okay.



221

00:17:37,215 --> 00:17:40,018

Did Holly call his parents?

Why aren't they here?



222

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I did, I spoke to the mother.



223

00:17:41,953 --> 00:17:45,958

His father's just had another operation.

He's not supposed to travel.



224

00:17:46,058 --> 00:17:48,060

So why didn't she come alone?



225

00:17:48,160 --> 00:17:52,130

I mean, it's Ireland, it's not Japan.

It was their only son.



226

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Don't ask me.



227

00:17:57,235 --> 00:17:59,235

Hi.

- Hi.



228

00:17:59,304 --> 00:18:01,599

I like your chain.

- Thanks.



229

00:18:01,740 --> 00:18:04,208

Denise.

- George.



230

00:18:04,376 --> 00:18:07,174

Are you single?

- Yes.



231

00:18:07,345 --> 00:18:09,404

Are you gay?

- No.



232

00:18:09,581 --> 00:18:12,015

Are you working?

- No.



233

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You make a ravishing widow, sis.



234

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Thanks.



235

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I'm so glad you're here, but it's so far.

I would've understood.



236

00:18:29,034 --> 00:18:33,772

No, I'm done with Australia.

Besides, Gerry wrote me I had to.



237

00:18:33,872 --> 00:18:34,940

He wrote you?



238

00:18:35,040 --> 00:18:38,010

Yeah, a couple of months ago.

Probably because of Mom.



239

00:18:38,109 --> 00:18:40,644

He knew I'd have melodrama

for her to play with...



240

00:18:40,744 --> 00:18:43,549

while you pull yourself together.



241

00:18:44,048 --> 00:18:46,048

Can I get you anything?



242

00:18:46,951 --> 00:18:48,951

Mm.



243

00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:53,117

I'm sorry about your loss.

- Thanks.



244

00:18:53,390 --> 00:18:55,390

How did he die?



245

00:18:56,160 --> 00:18:58,160

A brain tumor.

- Nice!



246

00:19:01,532 --> 00:19:05,229

So that's a great looking urn.



247

00:19:06,003 --> 00:19:08,383

I wish I were that creative.



248

00:19:08,839 --> 00:19:11,865

I buried my dog in a stereo box.



249

00:19:14,845 --> 00:19:16,845

It's not the same.



250

00:19:23,521 --> 00:19:26,490

I love your suit.

- Thanks.



251

00:19:26,657 --> 00:19:28,459

Are you single?

- Yes.



252

00:19:28,559 --> 00:19:30,559

Are you gay?

- No.



253

00:19:30,661 --> 00:19:32,661

Are you working?

- Yes.



254

00:19:32,730 --> 00:19:34,755

Denise.

- Sam.



255

00:19:43,440 --> 00:19:45,440

Oh.



256

00:19:54,117 --> 00:19:58,254

When Gerry and I went to a bank

to apply for a business loan...



257

00:19:58,354 --> 00:20:01,157

I was a little nervous. Gerry told me:



258

00:20:01,257 --> 00:20:04,060

'Relax, these people are never

gonna give us the money...



259

00:20:04,160 --> 00:20:07,135

so we might as well have some fun.'



260

00:20:08,698 --> 00:20:09,766

No, don't clean.



261

00:20:09,866 --> 00:20:13,946

No, I have to do something.

I can't talk anymore.



262

00:20:14,170 --> 00:20:16,941

Wanna stay with us while

your sister's here?



263

00:20:17,041 --> 00:20:18,041

No.



264

00:20:18,141 --> 00:20:20,141

I think...



265

00:20:20,376 --> 00:20:24,403

You know, I think I should be home.



266

00:20:24,581 --> 00:20:26,708

I think I need to be...



267

00:20:27,684 --> 00:20:29,982

home.

- Well...



268

00:20:30,153 --> 00:20:32,873

this is your home too, you know.



269

00:20:33,523 --> 00:20:37,118

But that's good. Get back on your feet.



270

00:20:37,293 --> 00:20:39,293

That's a good thing.



271

00:22:00,208 --> 00:22:02,110

Hey, it's Gerry at Enniskerry Limo.



272

00:22:02,210 --> 00:22:04,210

Leave a message.



273

00:22:09,950 --> 00:22:14,285

Hey, it's Gerry at Enniskerry Limo.

Leave a message.



274

00:22:22,530 --> 00:22:26,865

Hey, it's Gerry at Enniskerry Limo.

Leave a message.



275

00:22:29,904 --> 00:22:34,239

Hey, it's Gerry at Enniskerry Limo.

Leave a message.



276

00:22:42,950 --> 00:22:45,786

Holly? It's Mom. Are you all right?



277

00:22:45,886 --> 00:22:47,588

Are you showering? Don't make me worry.



278

00:22:47,688 --> 00:22:49,590

I'm worried you're not calling me back.



279

00:22:49,690 --> 00:22:53,461

I know it's hard, honey, but don't lock

yourself in. It's been over a week.



280

00:22:53,561 --> 00:22:55,263

I'm here, okay?

Hey, it's Denise.



281

00:22:55,363 --> 00:22:58,599

Listen, I buzzed your apartment.

Nobody's heard from you.



282

00:22:58,699 --> 00:23:02,203

Where are you? All right, call somebody.

I love you.



283

00:23:02,303 --> 00:23:04,572

I'll make him pay for it. I will.



284

00:23:04,672 --> 00:23:06,374

Whatever you might do,

I can do more...



285

00:23:06,474 --> 00:23:09,477

because I know how to fight

better than you.



286

00:23:09,577 --> 00:23:12,307

Why can't I be Bette Davis?



287

00:23:14,115 --> 00:23:15,916

All right? I mean, the job...



288

00:23:16,016 --> 00:23:18,119

makes you cranky

at home every bloody day anyway.



289

00:23:18,219 --> 00:23:19,887

You wanna have a baby? Let's do it.



290

00:23:19,987 --> 00:23:22,990

See? I hate when you do that.

Hah. Do what?



291

00:23:23,089 --> 00:23:24,591

'Let's have a baby.' La-la-la!



292

00:23:24,691 --> 00:23:26,993

In a five-floor walkup

we can barely move in.



293

00:23:27,093 --> 00:23:30,397

You can't act like everything's just

gonna work out by itself, Gerry.



294

00:23:30,497 --> 00:23:33,633

Why do I have to be the responsible

grownup who worries?



295

00:23:33,733 --> 00:23:35,535

If you're killed, I'll be free.



296

00:23:35,635 --> 00:23:37,504

If I'm killed, it really doesn't matter.



297

00:23:37,604 --> 00:23:39,906

If we both die, good riddance!



298

00:23:40,006 --> 00:23:42,600

Go ahead, crash it. Crash it!



299

00:23:49,416 --> 00:23:51,941

Gerry, get the light.



300

00:23:52,118 --> 00:23:54,177

It's your turn.



301

00:23:55,388 --> 00:23:57,388

Mmm.



302

00:24:19,345 --> 00:24:22,644

I just want to see you



303

00:24:22,816 --> 00:24:25,148

When you're all alone



304

00:24:26,252 --> 00:24:30,848

I just want to catch you if I can



305

00:24:33,225 --> 00:24:39,824

I just want to be there When

the morning light explodes



306

00:24:40,165 --> 00:24:45,125

On your face it radiates I can't escape



307

00:24:45,304 --> 00:24:48,171

I love you till the end



308

00:24:48,941 --> 00:24:51,671

Do all Irishmen sing?

- Heh.



309

00:24:52,177 --> 00:24:54,941

I'll love you till the end



310

00:24:55,147 --> 00:24:58,173

Ah. Only the really well-hung ones.



311

00:24:58,851 --> 00:25:01,877

I can't fall asleep alone.



312

00:25:02,054 --> 00:25:04,054

I'm right here, baby.



313

00:25:04,156 --> 00:25:06,750

I had a terrible dream.



314

00:25:07,526 --> 00:25:09,619

Don't tell me.



315

00:25:11,630 --> 00:25:15,999

Gerry, I don't wanna go back to work.



316

00:25:16,168 --> 00:25:19,934

What should I do?

- Quit.



317

00:25:20,506 --> 00:25:22,506

Stay here with me.



318

00:25:29,515 --> 00:25:31,847

I don't have a plan, Gerry.



319

00:25:32,017 --> 00:25:36,267

That's okay, luv,

your plans never work out anyway.



320

00:25:36,488 --> 00:25:38,023

Hmm.



321

00:25:38,123 --> 00:25:40,455

That's true.



322

00:25:54,639 --> 00:25:58,803

And all because of the man



323

00:25:58,976 --> 00:26:05,108

That got away



324

00:26:05,283 --> 00:26:11,449

No more his eager call



325

00:26:11,622 --> 00:26:18,027

The writing's on the wall



326

00:26:18,329 --> 00:26:24,427

The dreams you dreamed Have all



327

00:26:24,602 --> 00:26:29,630

Gone astray



328

00:26:31,442 --> 00:26:37,904

The man that won you Has

run off and undone you



329

00:26:38,082 --> 00:26:44,248

That great beginning

Has seen a final inning



330

00:26:44,822 --> 00:26:48,053

Don't know what happened



331

00:26:48,225 --> 00:26:55,063

It's all a crazy game



332

00:26:55,665 --> 00:27:01,661

No more that all-time thrill



333

00:27:01,838 --> 00:27:04,602

For you've been



334

00:27:04,774 --> 00:27:08,141

Through the mill



335

00:27:08,311 --> 00:27:12,441

And never a new love



336

00:27:12,616 --> 00:27:19,351

Will be the same



337

00:27:19,789 --> 00:27:24,123

Good riddance, goodbye...



338

00:27:33,236 --> 00:27:35,932

Whoo!



339

00:27:37,474 --> 00:27:39,635

Happy birthday!



340

00:27:41,311 --> 00:27:43,113

You're 30!



341

00:27:43,213 --> 00:27:45,015

Hey, Holly...



342

00:27:45,115 --> 00:27:48,430

these were falling out of your mailbox.



343

00:27:48,551 --> 00:27:49,819

What is that smell?



344

00:27:49,919 --> 00:27:52,889

I wasn't expecting company.

Mom, don't clean.



345

00:27:52,989 --> 00:27:57,227

I'm not. I'll just organize the garbage.

- We did try to call first.



346

00:27:57,327 --> 00:27:59,795

Are you drunk?

- No.



347

00:27:59,963 --> 00:28:02,363

Do you wanna be?

- Ciara.



348

00:28:02,532 --> 00:28:04,501

What happened to your head?



349

00:28:04,600 --> 00:28:05,668

Pimple.



350

00:28:05,768 --> 00:28:08,404

You're not showering?

- You always squeeze it too hard.



351

00:28:08,504 --> 00:28:10,472

What is that smell?

- It's me, all right?



352

00:28:10,572 --> 00:28:13,462

Hey, hey, hey. Don't be like that.



353

00:28:13,542 --> 00:28:14,542

Like what?



354

00:28:14,642 --> 00:28:17,479

Like the only lonely widow in Gotham City.



355

00:28:17,579 --> 00:28:20,605

I'm just... exhausted.



356

00:28:20,783 --> 00:28:24,948

Yeah, well, what are you doing,

two shows a night?



357

00:28:26,088 --> 00:28:28,891

You know, if you want us to leave,

that's fine...



358

00:28:28,991 --> 00:28:33,751

but you do know that at some point,

this all has to stop.



359

00:28:34,263 --> 00:28:36,263

All right.



360

00:28:36,799 --> 00:28:40,879

Just give me a second, okay?

I'll get cleaned up.



361

00:28:41,303 --> 00:28:45,034

Okay, troops, let's sweep the area.

- Yes.



362

00:28:46,608 --> 00:28:48,811

I haven't called the office. Are they mad?



363

00:28:48,911 --> 00:28:52,608

Nah. There's no rush.



364

00:28:52,781 --> 00:28:57,686

Even Larry said, 'Take all the time you

need. The job is there when you're ready.'



365

00:28:57,786 --> 00:28:59,054

That was nice of him.



366

00:28:59,154 --> 00:29:01,857

He's an asshole.

- He's still an asshole.



367

00:29:01,957 --> 00:29:06,195

Do you think it'll be all right

if I stop my life right here?



368

00:29:06,295 --> 00:29:10,732

Become the Miss Havisham

of the Lower East Side.



369

00:29:10,899 --> 00:29:13,135

Never leave my apartment till I'm old.



370

00:29:13,235 --> 00:29:15,437

Sit in my wedding dress.

- Which you never had.



371

00:29:15,536 --> 00:29:18,973

With an old piece of wedding cake.

- Which you never had.



372

00:29:19,073 --> 00:29:21,909

You gotta be rich to be insane, Hol.



373

00:29:22,009 --> 00:29:24,245

Losing your mind

is not a luxury for the middle class.



374

00:29:24,345 --> 00:29:26,881

I'll get it.

- That's so not fair.



375

00:29:26,981 --> 00:29:29,074

No, it's not.



376

00:29:29,951 --> 00:29:33,521

Holly? Something's been delivered for you.



377

00:29:42,997 --> 00:29:44,997

What is this?



378

00:29:46,667 --> 00:29:50,364

I don't understand. Did you do this?

- No.



379

00:29:51,205 --> 00:29:53,205

Wait a minute.



380

00:30:02,950 --> 00:30:08,900

John, tell me the truth. Did you do this?

- No. I did nothing, I swear.



381

00:30:22,170 --> 00:30:25,071

Hey, baby. Surprise.



382

00:30:25,238 --> 00:30:28,008

I know this probably feels

a little bit morbid...



383

00:30:28,108 --> 00:30:30,844

but I just hate the idea

that I'm not gonna be there...



384

00:30:30,944 --> 00:30:34,648

to see you freak out over turning 30.

I mean, it kills me not to be there.



385

00:30:34,748 --> 00:30:36,841

Heh-heh. That's funny.



386

00:30:37,017 --> 00:30:39,918

No, it's not.

- Okay. No, it's not.



387

00:30:40,387 --> 00:30:45,058

You're gonna be so impressed.

I have a plan, baby. Can you believe it?



388

00:30:45,158 --> 00:30:49,296

I've written you letters. Letters that

will be coming to you all sorts of ways.



389

00:30:49,396 --> 00:30:53,166

I waited till your birthday. I figured

you weren't stepping out of the house...



390

00:30:53,266 --> 00:30:56,603

for a while. Letter number one

will be arriving tomorrow.



391

00:30:56,703 --> 00:30:59,593

Now, you must do what I say, okay?



392

00:30:59,739 --> 00:31:01,739

Okay?



393

00:31:01,875 --> 00:31:04,277

Don't try to figure out

how the letters are coming.



394

00:31:04,377 --> 00:31:08,882

It's too brilliant and it'll ruin my plan.

Just go along with me on this.



395

00:31:08,982 --> 00:31:13,442

Because the thing is,

I just can't say goodbye yet.



396

00:31:14,487 --> 00:31:16,487

So for starters...



397

00:31:16,623 --> 00:31:19,993

I want you to get dolled up,

and just go out and celebrate tonight.



398

00:31:20,093 --> 00:31:21,728

Go out with your girlies.



399

00:31:21,828 --> 00:31:26,933

I hereby free you from a party with

your family, especially your mom.



400

00:31:27,033 --> 00:31:29,736

Oh, man, your mom's there, isn't she?



401

00:31:29,836 --> 00:31:31,963

Mm. Shit.



402

00:31:32,172 --> 00:31:34,007

Sorry, Patricia.



403

00:31:34,107 --> 00:31:35,709

It isn't that I don't love you...



404

00:31:35,808 --> 00:31:39,445

but she needs to get a little crazy.

So have a slice of the bloody cake...



405

00:31:39,545 --> 00:31:41,914

put on your dress

and get out of the apartment.



406

00:31:42,014 --> 00:31:43,849

Denise, make a plan.

- I'm on it!



407

00:31:43,949 --> 00:31:47,019

I'll help.

- Just leave me with John, okay?



408

00:31:47,119 --> 00:31:50,859

And know that wherever I am,

I'm missing you.



409

00:31:51,657 --> 00:31:53,657

Happy birthday.



410

00:31:53,926 --> 00:31:55,926

I love you.



411

00:32:04,303 --> 00:32:06,438

Come on.

- Look, it's a private gay club.



412

00:32:06,538 --> 00:32:10,075

Yes, but we are on the list.

My colorist called and he's gay.



413

00:32:10,175 --> 00:32:12,578

Gay colorist in New York?

Like sand on the beach.



414

00:32:12,678 --> 00:32:15,214

Listen, Crystal. Don't mess with her.



415

00:32:15,314 --> 00:32:17,383

He's a very good colorist.

- Uh-huh.



416

00:32:17,483 --> 00:32:21,214

And she's the princess of Finland.



417

00:32:21,620 --> 00:32:25,791

And she's here on matters

of critical political importance.



418

00:32:25,891 --> 00:32:29,495

And she's here to extend

the hand of friendship from Finland...



419

00:32:29,595 --> 00:32:31,230

to homosexuals...

That's us!



420

00:32:31,330 --> 00:32:33,795

throughout the tri-city area.



421

00:32:41,040 --> 00:32:43,040

What?



422

00:32:47,445 --> 00:32:49,445

Thanks.



423

00:32:51,916 --> 00:32:53,916

Great. You're fired.



424

00:33:01,693 --> 00:33:05,597

Okay.'Snaps' is the name of the game.

The name of the game is 'Snaps.'



425

00:33:05,697 --> 00:33:08,077

Make sure you pay attention.



426

00:33:08,566 --> 00:33:10,566

Ready?



427

00:33:12,804 --> 00:33:14,572

Have you got it?



428

00:33:14,672 --> 00:33:16,672

Mariah Carey?



429

00:33:18,142 --> 00:33:19,310

I don't get it.



430

00:33:19,410 --> 00:33:21,246

Paul.

- God, he's been dead, like what?



431

00:33:21,346 --> 00:33:22,914

Fifteen years.

- Unbelievable.



432

00:33:23,014 --> 00:33:25,516

Can you believe that?

- You remember Steve?



433

00:33:25,616 --> 00:33:28,620

Steve was so sweet.

He was a good guy.



434

00:33:28,720 --> 00:33:31,656

Honey, don't be so Miss Doom and Gloom.

- You'll be fine.



435

00:33:31,756 --> 00:33:34,051

Yeah, don't worry about it.



436

00:33:34,092 --> 00:33:35,727

'Snaps' is the name of the game.



437

00:33:35,827 --> 00:33:37,962

The name of the game is 'Snaps.'



438

00:33:38,062 --> 00:33:40,062

Do you hear me?

- Yeah.



439

00:33:40,732 --> 00:33:43,724

Ready? Keep looking.



440

00:33:44,235 --> 00:33:45,503

Derek Jeter!



441

00:33:45,603 --> 00:33:48,003

Come on. No.

- How?



442

00:33:48,172 --> 00:33:50,172

This is a stupid game.



443

00:33:55,813 --> 00:33:57,813

Sorry.



444

00:33:57,881 --> 00:33:58,949

What are you doing?



445

00:33:59,049 --> 00:34:01,585

Trying to figure out

why God killed my husband.



446

00:34:01,685 --> 00:34:05,850

Well, if you need any help with that,

let me know.



447

00:34:10,227 --> 00:34:12,354

Ow!

- Sorry. Heh.



448

00:34:13,897 --> 00:34:15,897

Daniel?

- Yeah.



449

00:34:16,299 --> 00:34:19,234

So why do you think?



450

00:34:19,403 --> 00:34:21,238

Your husband died?



451

00:34:21,338 --> 00:34:23,440

Maybe you're being punished

for something.



452

00:34:23,540 --> 00:34:25,809

What?

- Being too happy? Too beautiful?



453

00:34:25,909 --> 00:34:28,078

I don't know.

God can be a pretty jealous guy.



454

00:34:28,178 --> 00:34:31,415

I don't believe that. I've never been

too happy. I'm not too beautiful.



455

00:34:31,515 --> 00:34:33,515

I think you're hot.



456

00:34:37,187 --> 00:34:39,312

Sorry, I have a syndrome.



457

00:34:39,423 --> 00:34:42,759

I don't really have a filter.

I don't pick up on social cues.



458

00:34:42,859 --> 00:34:44,361

You mean you're rude?



459

00:34:44,461 --> 00:34:47,831

Yeah, but now it's a disease

I can take medication for.



460

00:34:47,931 --> 00:34:49,866

They have pills for rudeness?



461

00:34:49,966 --> 00:34:55,066

I know. And they can't figure out

the Middle East. Go figure.



462

00:34:55,806 --> 00:34:59,142

Hey, you're Irish.

Maybe it's an Irish curse or something.



463

00:34:59,242 --> 00:35:01,511

Well, Gerry and I did love the Yankees...



464

00:35:01,611 --> 00:35:03,947

which was pretty much

against our religion.



465

00:35:04,047 --> 00:35:05,282

Well, there you go.



466

00:35:05,382 --> 00:35:07,591

That explains a lot, actually. I love the



467

00:35:07,690 --> 00:35:10,119

Yankees too, and I lost

my fiancée last year.



468

00:35:10,219 --> 00:35:11,287

Really?



469

00:35:11,387 --> 00:35:14,857

Yeah, she slept with my best friend.

She left me.



470

00:35:14,957 --> 00:35:16,158

Oh...



471

00:35:16,258 --> 00:35:18,260

My best friend was a woman.



472

00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:19,428

Oh.



473

00:35:19,528 --> 00:35:22,932

Her last words to me were, 'I'd still

be with you if you weren't a man.'



474

00:35:23,032 --> 00:35:24,433

And I'm like:



475

00:35:24,533 --> 00:35:26,810

'Well, castrating me is

definitely the first...



476

00:35:26,910 --> 00:35:29,038

step toward achieving

that particular goal.'



477

00:35:29,138 --> 00:35:31,040

It's still my fault. I introduced them.



478

00:35:31,140 --> 00:35:34,677

I always had this fantasy about making

love to two women at the same time.



479

00:35:34,777 --> 00:35:38,314

Except in my fantasy, I was still

in the bed for the second and third time.



480

00:35:38,414 --> 00:35:40,549

Sorry.

- Then this'll make you feel great.



481

00:35:40,649 --> 00:35:44,420

The best friend that my ex-fiancée slept

with was my ex-ex-fiancée...



482

00:35:44,520 --> 00:35:48,424

and she was my business partner, and

we started the business with my money.



483

00:35:48,524 --> 00:35:53,624

So I ended up losing the business,

my partner and my fiancée.



484

00:35:53,629 --> 00:35:55,790

How'd you get over that?



485

00:35:56,899 --> 00:36:01,003

I went through, like,

a major hooker phase all year.



486

00:36:01,103 --> 00:36:02,471

But that didn't help.



487

00:36:02,571 --> 00:36:05,608

No, it helped a lot.

I just started to run out of money.



488

00:36:05,708 --> 00:36:08,768

It's actually a lot cheaper to date.



489

00:36:09,245 --> 00:36:13,983

Do you think that you're gonna ever find

another woman to love?



490

00:36:14,083 --> 00:36:15,518

No.



491

00:36:15,618 --> 00:36:19,868

No, I think I repel

the women that I want the most.



492

00:36:20,922 --> 00:36:22,922

That's not true.



493

00:36:23,191 --> 00:36:25,191

No?



494

00:36:30,198 --> 00:36:32,198

No?



495

00:37:01,663 --> 00:37:03,663

Thank you, Daniel.



496

00:37:11,339 --> 00:37:14,399

You can start closing up downstairs.



497

00:37:17,011 --> 00:37:19,011

Right.



498

00:37:52,012 --> 00:37:53,580

What do you want?



499

00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:56,274

Oh, good. A friendly voice.

Oh.



500

00:37:56,650 --> 00:37:58,118

What happened last night?



501

00:37:58,218 --> 00:38:00,721

Lemon drops and tequila, my friend.



502

00:38:00,821 --> 00:38:04,458

The moment where a 30-year-old body

does not recover quite as fast...



503

00:38:04,558 --> 00:38:06,226

as a 29-year-old body.



504

00:38:06,326 --> 00:38:08,326

Stop screaming at me.



505

00:38:08,395 --> 00:38:10,886

Are you working?

- Hell, no.



506

00:38:11,064 --> 00:38:14,601

But I told him we're gonna start next

week. We'll go out starting Monday.



507

00:38:14,701 --> 00:38:18,899

Is that okay?

- No, I was planning on...



508

00:38:19,072 --> 00:38:21,707

staying in bed and dying today.



509

00:38:22,776 --> 00:38:24,278

Well, you can't.



510

00:38:24,378 --> 00:38:27,114

You gotta go check the mailbox,

remember?



511

00:38:27,214 --> 00:38:29,546

Call me immediately.



512

00:38:51,871 --> 00:38:55,141

Save yourself bruises

and buy yourself a bedside lamp.



513

00:38:55,241 --> 00:38:58,578

And remember, a disco diva

must look her best.



514

00:38:58,678 --> 00:39:02,582

Go buy yourself a knock-out outfit. You'll

need it for when my next letter comes.



515

00:39:02,682 --> 00:39:03,983

Need it for what?



516

00:39:04,083 --> 00:39:07,486

And I know you hate your job,

but I'll help.



517

00:39:07,586 --> 00:39:10,986

Look for a sign. You'll know what to do.



518

00:39:14,493 --> 00:39:17,291

P.S. I love you.



519

00:40:12,217 --> 00:40:14,845

I still know you're around.



520

00:40:15,453 --> 00:40:18,003

You're still here, aren't you?



521

00:40:20,959 --> 00:40:22,394

So who lived here before?



522

00:40:22,494 --> 00:40:26,298

A family. They're having another baby.

So do you have any children?



523

00:40:26,398 --> 00:40:29,299

Three. Girls. Teenagers.



524

00:40:29,467 --> 00:40:30,869

That's nice.



525

00:40:30,969 --> 00:40:32,270

Uh-huh.



526

00:40:32,370 --> 00:40:34,939

Ted, Sharon says there's

another offer on the table...



527

00:40:35,039 --> 00:40:36,941

and we have to move on this.



528

00:40:37,041 --> 00:40:39,978

I think if you offer another

hundred grand, they'll back down.



529

00:40:40,078 --> 00:40:42,013

Well, maybe we should talk about it.



530

00:40:42,113 --> 00:40:44,516

We don't have time, Ted.

We have to tell her today.



531

00:40:44,616 --> 00:40:45,850

We didn't wanna go over...



532

00:40:45,950 --> 00:40:48,720

I know, but we love this apartment,

and it is what it is.



533

00:40:48,820 --> 00:40:51,456

There's nothing else.

This is what an apartment costs.



534

00:40:51,556 --> 00:40:54,025

We're already beyond our cap.

- We'll make it work...



535

00:40:54,125 --> 00:40:57,062

Think about another area.

- I am not living in Brooklyn.



536

00:40:57,162 --> 00:40:58,797

Will you listen to him?

What?



537

00:40:58,897 --> 00:41:00,632

He's obviously worried about this.



538

00:41:00,731 --> 00:41:02,599

Look at him. He's pale.

- Hol.



539

00:41:02,699 --> 00:41:04,768

Who are you to tell me

how to talk to my husband?



540

00:41:04,868 --> 00:41:07,371

You shouldn't push this on him

if he doesn't want to.



541

00:41:07,471 --> 00:41:09,640

I'll push what I want on him.

He's my husband.



542

00:41:09,740 --> 00:41:11,141

I want this apartment.



543

00:41:11,241 --> 00:41:12,241

Say no, Ted.



544

00:41:12,341 --> 00:41:14,345

It is amazing that you are still talking.



545

00:41:14,445 --> 00:41:16,780

Don't listen to her.

- Ted, she's being a tyrant.



546

00:41:16,880 --> 00:41:20,351

She's got your balls on one of those

things that cling back and forth.



547

00:41:20,451 --> 00:41:21,985

You know?

- Yeah.



548

00:41:22,085 --> 00:41:23,420

You bitch.

- Brat.



549

00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:24,621

Shut up!

- You shut up!



550

00:41:24,721 --> 00:41:27,858

No, you shut up!

I will end you, and when I do...



551

00:41:27,958 --> 00:41:30,728

You know what? I'll tell you...

- No. No. No. Okay, tell me.



552

00:41:30,828 --> 00:41:34,765

He's my husband, I'll talk to him the

way I want to. I'm not living in Brooklyn!



553

00:41:34,865 --> 00:41:39,455

Do you know who I am?

What's wrong with Brooklyn, lady?



554

00:42:21,477 --> 00:42:22,678

Are you Holly Kennedy?



555

00:42:22,778 --> 00:42:24,380

Lf I am, will you sing?

- Yes.



556

00:42:24,480 --> 00:42:26,682

No, I'm not.

- Please don't make this an issue.



557

00:42:26,782 --> 00:42:30,386

I gotta sing and deliver a letter.

- A letter? What's the song?



558

00:42:30,486 --> 00:42:32,655

'Yah Mo Be There.'

- Just give me the letter.



559

00:42:32,755 --> 00:42:35,158

I could get reported.

- By the leprechaun union?



560

00:42:35,258 --> 00:42:38,428

You know, I was in an off-Broadway play

with Al goddamn Pacino.



561

00:42:38,528 --> 00:42:41,364

I don't need this shit.

You want the balloons?



562

00:42:41,464 --> 00:42:43,464

No.

- Fine.



563

00:42:54,544 --> 00:42:55,678

You bastard.



564

00:42:55,778 --> 00:42:57,413

There's no way I'm doing this.



565

00:42:57,513 --> 00:42:59,382

Yes, you are.

- No, I'm not.



566

00:42:59,482 --> 00:43:02,318

Oh, yes, you are.

- Oh, no, I'm not.



567

00:43:02,418 --> 00:43:04,220

Remember the last time?



568

00:43:04,320 --> 00:43:08,222

All you wanna do is ride around, Sally



569

00:43:08,391 --> 00:43:10,825

Ride, Sally, ride



570

00:43:12,395 --> 00:43:16,161

All you wanna do is ride around, Sally



571

00:43:16,632 --> 00:43:19,260

Ride, Sally, ride



572

00:43:19,435 --> 00:43:20,570

Yeah!



573

00:43:20,670 --> 00:43:24,936

One of these early mornings



574

00:43:25,106 --> 00:43:27,106

You gonna be



575

00:43:27,542 --> 00:43:32,502

Wiping those weeping eyes



576

00:43:32,714 --> 00:43:35,308

Those weeping eyes, yeah



577

00:43:35,650 --> 00:43:37,982

Yeah, yeah, yeah.



578

00:43:41,089 --> 00:43:43,114

Thank you very much.



579

00:43:48,163 --> 00:43:50,290

Oh, my God.



580

00:43:53,501 --> 00:43:54,603

Whoo!

- One more!



581

00:43:54,703 --> 00:43:57,706

Okay. I guess it's time to give

somebody else a chance here now.



582

00:43:57,806 --> 00:43:59,140

Who wants a shot?



583

00:43:59,240 --> 00:44:02,143

Anybody else here willing to give it a go?



584

00:44:02,243 --> 00:44:04,541

Yourself? No? Young lady.



585

00:44:04,713 --> 00:44:07,011

Come on. Don't be shy.



586

00:44:07,182 --> 00:44:09,742

What about Holly?

- Stop it.



587

00:44:09,918 --> 00:44:11,720

Holly. I don't know about that, John.



588

00:44:11,820 --> 00:44:14,456

Holly's my wife, by the way.

My beautiful wife.



589

00:44:14,556 --> 00:44:17,855

And I do... I love Holly, I do.



590

00:44:19,327 --> 00:44:21,162

But she would never have the guts...



591

00:44:21,262 --> 00:44:22,564

Oh!



592

00:44:22,664 --> 00:44:25,224

to do something like this.



593

00:44:25,734 --> 00:44:27,964

Oh, no.



594

00:44:29,337 --> 00:44:32,040

In fact, she ate me head off

about coming out tonight.



595

00:44:32,139 --> 00:44:35,709

You know, she had

a long day at the office.



596

00:44:35,809 --> 00:44:37,809

Ah. She'll never do it.



597

00:44:38,145 --> 00:44:40,145

Yep.



598

00:44:42,149 --> 00:44:44,413

Oh, you think so?



599

00:44:44,918 --> 00:44:49,757

You think she'd get up here?

Okay, I'll bet you 100 dollars...



600

00:44:49,857 --> 00:44:53,087

she doesn't get up on this stage.

Oooh.



601

00:45:00,601 --> 00:45:02,601

Make it two.



602

00:45:19,086 --> 00:45:23,166

What is she doing? What is she doing?

- Ha-ha-ha.



603

00:45:26,226 --> 00:45:28,776

That's my wife, the surpriser.



604

00:45:33,967 --> 00:45:35,536

How can I put this in a way



605

00:45:35,636 --> 00:45:37,938

So as not to offend or unnerve



606

00:45:38,038 --> 00:45:39,106

Holly!



607

00:45:39,206 --> 00:45:42,876

There's a rumor going all around

That you ain't been getting served



608

00:45:42,975 --> 00:45:44,043

All right.



609

00:45:44,143 --> 00:45:48,281

They say that you ain't you know what

In, baby, who knows how long



610

00:45:48,381 --> 00:45:52,852

It's hard for me to say what's right

When all I wanna do is wrong



611

00:45:52,952 --> 00:45:57,389

Get off Twenty-three

positions in a one-night stand



612

00:45:57,557 --> 00:46:02,153

Get off

I'll only call you after if you say I can



613

00:46:02,328 --> 00:46:06,628

Get off, let a woman be a woman

And a man be a man



614

00:46:07,133 --> 00:46:10,330

Get off If you want to, baby



615

00:46:10,503 --> 00:46:12,596

Here I am Here I...



616

00:46:13,239 --> 00:46:15,239

Oh!

- Oh, God!



617

00:46:26,519 --> 00:46:28,519

Do you mind coffee?



618

00:46:30,423 --> 00:46:33,058

How do you feel? You look good.



619

00:46:38,264 --> 00:46:42,035

I'm sorry, baby, but I have to say

you were really good before...



620

00:46:42,135 --> 00:46:46,629

My nose is broken, Gerry.

My ankle is twisted. Happy?



621

00:46:46,973 --> 00:46:49,108

Are you mad at me?

- I didn't wanna go out...



622

00:46:49,208 --> 00:46:50,510

and you made me.



623

00:46:50,610 --> 00:46:53,312

I hate karaoke

and you forced me to go up there.



624

00:46:53,411 --> 00:46:56,641

Come on, honey. It was nobody's fault.



625

00:46:57,315 --> 00:46:59,785

Oh, come here, baby. Give me a...



626

00:46:59,885 --> 00:47:01,885

Give me a kiss.



627

00:47:12,197 --> 00:47:15,597

Well, how long are you gonna be mad for?



628

00:47:17,803 --> 00:47:19,471

I never let him off the hook.



629

00:47:19,571 --> 00:47:21,406

Anytime I was mad,

I made him feel bad.



630

00:47:21,506 --> 00:47:23,575

I was mad when we

left the house that night.



631

00:47:23,675 --> 00:47:26,745

I was mad at him because our apartment

was too small. So stupid.



632

00:47:26,845 --> 00:47:28,313

Baby, you were married.



633

00:47:28,413 --> 00:47:31,583

Married people make each other

feel like shit on purpose sometimes.



634

00:47:31,683 --> 00:47:33,418

It just feels good.



635

00:47:33,518 --> 00:47:37,355

Gerry knew you were crazy about him.

He told me all the time.



636

00:47:37,455 --> 00:47:39,925

Well, I wish I would've

told him that night.



637

00:47:40,025 --> 00:47:42,025

So tell him now.



638

00:47:43,728 --> 00:47:46,703

It's slightly dirty. Just slightly.



639

00:47:52,304 --> 00:47:53,572

Ooh.



640

00:47:53,672 --> 00:47:55,797

He's delicious, isn't he?



641

00:47:57,008 --> 00:47:59,983

You could serve coffee on that ass.



642

00:48:00,212 --> 00:48:05,117

Do you have to be so vulgar about men,

like they're pieces of meat?



643

00:48:05,216 --> 00:48:08,919

I'm sorry, John. I forgot you're sensitive

about your flat ass.



644

00:48:09,019 --> 00:48:10,087

Hoh.



645

00:48:10,187 --> 00:48:14,182

You know, Denise,

that's why you're not married.



646

00:48:15,226 --> 00:48:16,694

Ahem.

- Women act like men...



647

00:48:16,794 --> 00:48:18,696

then they complain

men don't want them.



648

00:48:18,796 --> 00:48:20,889

Oh, is that why? Oh.



649

00:48:22,032 --> 00:48:25,102

Okay. Because I thought

it was something different.



650

00:48:25,202 --> 00:48:28,038

I thought it was because

I thought that I deserve the best.



651

00:48:28,138 --> 00:48:31,909

And he's out there.

He's just with all the wrong women.



652

00:48:32,009 --> 00:48:33,144

And let me be clear.



653

00:48:33,244 --> 00:48:38,015

After centuries of men looking at my tits

instead of my eyes...



654

00:48:38,115 --> 00:48:40,918

and pinching my ass

instead of shaking my hand...



655

00:48:41,018 --> 00:48:45,289

I now have the divine right

to stare at a man's backside...



656

00:48:45,389 --> 00:48:49,026

with vulgar, cheap appreciation

if I want to.



657

00:48:49,126 --> 00:48:50,861

Well said.

- I thought so.



658

00:48:50,961 --> 00:48:52,797

New York City, how we doing? Huh?



659

00:48:52,897 --> 00:48:54,632

Hey, guys, we're here!

Yay!



660

00:48:54,732 --> 00:48:57,001

Give a warm welcome to our next singer.



661

00:48:57,101 --> 00:49:00,871

Rumor has it this is her return

engagement. Put your hands together...



662

00:49:00,971 --> 00:49:02,971

for Holly.



663

00:49:06,944 --> 00:49:10,599

This is for you, Gerry,

you son of a bitch.



664

00:49:29,265 --> 00:49:31,665

I just wanna tell you



665

00:49:31,834 --> 00:49:35,326

Nothing you don't want to hear



666

00:49:36,272 --> 00:49:40,936

All I want is for you to say



667

00:49:42,679 --> 00:49:49,209

Oh, why don't you just take me

Where I've never been before?



668

00:49:50,086 --> 00:49:54,489

I know you want to hear me

Catch my breath



669

00:49:55,091 --> 00:49:57,787

I love you till the end



670

00:50:02,432 --> 00:50:05,663

I love you till the end



671

00:50:09,539 --> 00:50:12,508

I love you till the end



672

00:50:27,189 --> 00:50:28,724

Okay, let me get this straight.



673

00:50:28,824 --> 00:50:31,760

You're straight, you're single,

and you own your own business?



674

00:50:31,860 --> 00:50:32,961

It's my own club.



675

00:50:33,061 --> 00:50:34,630

I'm doing a big renovation right now.



676

00:50:34,730 --> 00:50:36,164

It'll open in the spring.

- Mm-hm.



677

00:50:36,264 --> 00:50:40,736

I could show it to you if you want.

It's over on Tenth Avenue. Wanna go?



678

00:50:40,836 --> 00:50:42,836

Great.



679

00:50:42,971 --> 00:50:46,116

Yeah. Let me just do one thing first.



680

00:50:48,010 --> 00:50:50,010

Mm.



681

00:50:58,787 --> 00:51:00,055

What's my name?



682

00:51:00,155 --> 00:51:03,124

Tom.

- Where have you been?



683

00:51:03,492 --> 00:51:05,687

With all the wrong women.



684

00:51:06,495 --> 00:51:08,495

Hmm.



685

00:51:11,933 --> 00:51:14,026

Hey.

- Hi.



686

00:51:14,202 --> 00:51:17,069

Hey, Gerry. You lost weight.



687

00:51:19,241 --> 00:51:21,241

Thanks for inviting me.



688

00:51:22,878 --> 00:51:24,880

You're a terrible singer.



689

00:51:24,980 --> 00:51:26,848

Yes, I am.



690

00:51:26,948 --> 00:51:32,154

I'd be really embarrassed if I were you.

- Did you take your medication today?



691

00:51:32,254 --> 00:51:35,314

No, I thought I'd come here instead.



692

00:51:35,590 --> 00:51:39,795

Say, I'm feeling kind of hungry. You feel

like getting a bite or something to drink?



693

00:51:39,894 --> 00:51:43,227

No, I'm... I don't think so.



694

00:51:43,397 --> 00:51:45,437

It's all right.

- Thanks.



695

00:51:50,371 --> 00:51:53,307

I don't mean to throw this at you,

but what do women want?



696

00:51:53,407 --> 00:51:55,743

I can't figure it out.

They want us to ask.



697

00:51:55,843 --> 00:51:59,246

They don't want us to ask. They want us

to make a move, not make a move.



698

00:51:59,346 --> 00:52:01,482

They want us to be on bottom, be on top.



699

00:52:01,582 --> 00:52:03,985

Use hair products,

don't use hair products.



700

00:52:04,085 --> 00:52:05,920

What do you people want?



701

00:52:06,020 --> 00:52:09,123

I'll tell you, but you have to promise

not to say I told you.



702

00:52:09,223 --> 00:52:12,326

L... I swear.

- Because it's a sacred secret.



703

00:52:12,426 --> 00:52:13,894

Sacred secret.



704

00:52:13,994 --> 00:52:16,197

You ready? You sure?

- Yeah. I think so.



705

00:52:16,297 --> 00:52:18,297

Come here.



706

00:52:18,933 --> 00:52:20,234

We have absolutely...



707

00:52:20,334 --> 00:52:21,936

no idea what we want.



708

00:52:22,036 --> 00:52:26,439

I knew it! I knew that! Son of a bitch!

- Ooh!



709

00:52:30,144 --> 00:52:32,144

Yeah.



710

00:52:34,949 --> 00:52:38,264

Look, if you ever just wanna get out...



711

00:52:38,519 --> 00:52:40,644

just do anything, just...



712

00:52:42,456 --> 00:52:44,981

I'll wait for your call.



713

00:52:45,159 --> 00:52:48,195

And just so you know,

I'm not looking for a thing right now.



714

00:52:48,294 --> 00:52:52,958

I'm just flirting in good faith.

- I appreciate that.



715

00:52:53,466 --> 00:52:54,667

Maybe we can defy God...



716

00:52:54,767 --> 00:52:57,572

and go see a Yankees game.

- Yeah.



717

00:52:58,238 --> 00:53:03,877

We'll be really weird friends,

joined by self-pity, bitterness and vomit.



718

00:53:03,977 --> 00:53:06,343

I'd like that.

- Me too.



719

00:53:26,166 --> 00:53:31,071

My leather jacket is for you.

I always loved the way that looked on you.



720

00:53:31,171 --> 00:53:34,274

But the rest of my stuff,

you don't need it.



721

00:53:34,374 --> 00:53:39,474

Make some space in that bloody

apartment for yourself. Go on.



722

00:53:39,579 --> 00:53:41,579

It's time, baby.



723

00:53:42,582 --> 00:53:46,313

P.S. I love you.



724

00:54:15,314 --> 00:54:17,850

I think you're a little bit perverted.



725

00:54:17,950 --> 00:54:21,487

I mean, you bring me

to an Irish famine memorial...



726

00:54:21,587 --> 00:54:24,857

and we're eating corned beef

sandwiches. That's pretty sick.



727

00:54:24,957 --> 00:54:28,026

Gerry thought it was the best way

to honor the dead.



728

00:54:28,126 --> 00:54:31,611

You know, show them how well we're doing.



729

00:54:32,264 --> 00:54:33,932

I'm sorry I always bring him up.



730

00:54:34,032 --> 00:54:38,197

Yeah, I'm starting to get

a little bit sick of it.



731

00:54:42,507 --> 00:54:45,210

Now that's a real honest-to-goodness

couple right there.



732

00:54:45,310 --> 00:54:48,780

They've probably been together

since the Flood.



733

00:54:48,880 --> 00:54:50,983

We're so arrogant, aren't we?



734

00:54:51,083 --> 00:54:55,087

We're so afraid of age,

we do everything we can to prevent it.



735

00:54:55,187 --> 00:54:58,824

We don't realize what a privilege it is

to grow old with someone...



736

00:54:58,924 --> 00:55:03,361

someone who doesn't drive you

to commit murder.



737

00:55:03,729 --> 00:55:07,665

Or doesn't humiliate you beyond repair.



738

00:55:08,833 --> 00:55:10,833

It's sweet.



739

00:55:14,972 --> 00:55:16,972

It's good, huh?



740

00:55:20,745 --> 00:55:23,040

Can I ask you a favor?

Sure.



741

00:55:23,047 --> 00:55:25,516

I started bagging up Gerry's stuff.

Couldn't finish.



742

00:55:25,616 --> 00:55:29,587

I think I need someone who

didn't know him to get rid of it all.



743

00:55:29,687 --> 00:55:31,556

Be happy to help you get rid of Gerry.



744

00:55:31,656 --> 00:55:33,791

Do you have to say it like that?

- Like what?



745

00:55:33,891 --> 00:55:38,311

What is wrong with you? Take a pill.

- Nothing. What?



746

00:55:54,478 --> 00:55:56,047

What's wrong?



747

00:55:56,147 --> 00:55:58,147

Nothing, I...



748

00:55:58,149 --> 00:56:02,119

I've just never been alone with another

man in this apartment besides Gerry.



749

00:56:02,219 --> 00:56:05,389

Want me to stand out in the hall?

You can just throw me the boxes.



750

00:56:05,489 --> 00:56:06,557

No. Heh.



751

00:56:06,657 --> 00:56:08,326

That's okay.



752

00:56:08,426 --> 00:56:10,228

I'm sorry.



753

00:56:10,328 --> 00:56:12,328

I'm gonna change.



754

00:56:13,631 --> 00:56:16,367

Look through stuff.

If there's anything you want...



755

00:56:16,467 --> 00:56:19,698

just let me know.

- Okay.



756

00:56:38,355 --> 00:56:40,355

Mm.



757

00:56:40,590 --> 00:56:45,435

I can't remember the last time

somebody held me like this.



758

00:56:49,899 --> 00:56:52,534

Did you find a new husband yet?



759

00:56:52,602 --> 00:56:54,602

Shut up.



760

00:56:55,538 --> 00:56:57,538

Where have you been?



761

00:56:57,674 --> 00:57:01,940

I haven't felt you around lately.

- Oh, please.



762

00:57:02,112 --> 00:57:05,377

I've been so around.



763

00:57:06,983 --> 00:57:08,983

Mm.



764

00:57:09,519 --> 00:57:12,113

I can feel you hugging me.



765

00:57:12,288 --> 00:57:15,052

That's because I am.



766

00:57:20,263 --> 00:57:23,289

You look great.



767

00:58:08,644 --> 00:58:10,644

This is the one.



768

00:58:15,484 --> 00:58:18,714

Are you Barbara?

- Yes, may I help you?



769

00:58:18,954 --> 00:58:20,954

I hope so.



770

00:58:26,662 --> 00:58:28,662

You're his wife.



771

00:58:30,833 --> 00:58:32,833

He was here?



772

00:58:39,408 --> 00:58:41,810

So I don't understand.

You're taking a vacation?



773

00:58:41,909 --> 00:58:43,311

It's a trip.



774

00:58:43,411 --> 00:58:48,341

Gerry planned the whole thing

for me and Sharon and Denise.



775

00:58:48,716 --> 00:58:50,718

You think it's the best time to vacation?



776

00:58:50,818 --> 00:58:53,888

Gerry made all the arrangements.

I have to go.



777

00:58:53,988 --> 00:58:57,558

Have you spoken to Daniel? Thought you

two were spending time together.



778

00:58:57,658 --> 00:58:59,698

We're just friends, Mom.



779

00:59:01,162 --> 00:59:03,400

I've stood by and not said

anything about all...



780

00:59:03,500 --> 00:59:05,500

this, but now I think

it's time it stopped.



781

00:59:05,600 --> 00:59:08,035

What do you mean?

- It's not healthy.



782

00:59:08,135 --> 00:59:11,005

Gerry's not gonna be able

to keep this up forever, is he?



783

00:59:11,105 --> 00:59:13,841

His life ended, and so will his letters.



784

00:59:13,941 --> 00:59:16,310

You're gonna have to face

things on your own.



785

00:59:16,410 --> 00:59:18,571

It was a gift from Gerry.



786

00:59:19,814 --> 00:59:21,082

And how can you say that?



787

00:59:21,182 --> 00:59:24,118

My husband was 35 years old.

He wasn't supposed to die.



788

00:59:24,218 --> 00:59:27,676

But he did. It was awful.



789

00:59:27,855 --> 00:59:29,524

It's what happens.



790

00:59:29,624 --> 00:59:33,161

But his death is a part of your life now.

And you have to deal with it.



791

00:59:33,261 --> 00:59:36,264

Stop saying that

like I'm not dealing with it. I am.



792

00:59:36,364 --> 00:59:39,534

How? By waiting for a letter

from a dead husband?



793

00:59:39,634 --> 00:59:43,471

Taking a vacation? When your father left,

I had two children to support.



794

00:59:43,571 --> 00:59:45,660

Excuse me for not having any children.



795

00:59:45,760 --> 00:59:48,075

That's not how I meant it and you know it.



796

00:59:48,175 --> 00:59:51,078

Your father leaving

was just as devastating.



797

00:59:51,177 --> 00:59:53,547

But I did what I needed to do

and got on with it.



798

00:59:53,647 --> 00:59:55,315

It's not the same thing.

- Why not?



799

00:59:55,415 --> 00:59:59,719

My husband died. He was taken.

He didn't wanna go, he didn't wanna leave.



800

00:59:59,819 --> 01:00:02,189

Yes, my husband wanted to leave.



801

01:00:02,289 --> 01:00:07,049

And it's so much easier

being abandoned by choice, is it?



802

01:00:19,538 --> 01:00:21,139

I've had my say.



803

01:00:21,239 --> 01:00:23,332

I won't say anymore.



804

01:00:34,019 --> 01:00:36,229

So where's he sending you?



805

01:01:29,573 --> 01:01:31,573

Oh, my God.



806

01:01:31,809 --> 01:01:32,977

Get the bags.



807

01:01:33,077 --> 01:01:34,145

Oh.



808

01:01:34,245 --> 01:01:35,613

All right.

- She just elbowed me.



809

01:01:35,713 --> 01:01:42,428

Know what? If that's an indication of

how this trip's gonna be, I won't have it.



810

01:01:58,068 --> 01:02:00,404

Is that her bag? Is that her bag?



811

01:02:00,504 --> 01:02:04,584

Leave it. Don't take it in.

- This is ridiculous.



812

01:02:11,881 --> 01:02:12,949

Holly?



813

01:02:13,049 --> 01:02:14,184

This is heavy.

- I know.



814

01:02:14,284 --> 01:02:16,284

Holly!



815

01:02:19,422 --> 01:02:21,422

Look.



816

01:02:24,460 --> 01:02:29,557

'Hey, Big Mama. Make sure

my baby has a good time.



817

01:02:29,732 --> 01:02:32,969

Make sure you and John do everything

you wanna do...



818

01:02:33,069 --> 01:02:35,004

whenever you wanna do it.



819

01:02:35,104 --> 01:02:37,994

And make sure my baby does things.



820

01:02:38,775 --> 01:02:40,844

I want you to take her fishing.'

- Oh, God.



821

01:02:40,944 --> 01:02:44,547

He's been wanting to get me

on a lake since forever.



822

01:02:44,647 --> 01:02:48,551

'And be sure to give yourself

a big, sweaty pony-boy kiss from me.'



823

01:02:48,651 --> 01:02:51,788

Ugh. Jerk. He will never let me forget

my bachelorette party.



824

01:02:51,888 --> 01:02:52,956

Joey the Pony Boy.



825

01:02:53,056 --> 01:02:54,123

Tony.

- Tony.



826

01:02:54,223 --> 01:02:56,960

Tony, I remember him.

I bet I have a letter too.



827

01:02:57,060 --> 01:02:58,695

Where would he hide one for me?



828

01:02:58,795 --> 01:02:59,996

Bedroom.



829

01:03:00,096 --> 01:03:03,867

'Denise, take Holly to Whelan's,

my favorite pub.



830

01:03:03,967 --> 01:03:07,370

There's beautiful music to be heard,

beautiful people to be around.



831

01:03:07,470 --> 01:03:11,808

And Denise, you're going to heaven

for being my baby's friend.



832

01:03:11,908 --> 01:03:14,911

I'm making all the arrangements

up here for you.



833

01:03:15,011 --> 01:03:20,283

Got a few hot men lined up. I hear

Ben Franklin's hung like a racehorse.



834

01:03:20,383 --> 01:03:22,383

Love you.'



835

01:03:23,518 --> 01:03:27,343

I don't know how you do this.

- Let me see it.



836

01:03:30,225 --> 01:03:32,225

What?



837

01:03:33,195 --> 01:03:35,575

He didn't leave me a letter.



838

01:03:36,465 --> 01:03:38,133

Well, probably didn't love you...



839

01:03:38,233 --> 01:03:40,258

as much as us.

- Mm-mm.



840

01:03:55,951 --> 01:03:59,181

Oh my God, look at that. Look at that!



841

01:03:59,221 --> 01:04:00,455

Oh.



842

01:04:00,555 --> 01:04:02,555

Oh, my God.



843

01:04:05,193 --> 01:04:08,593

Oh. Please let me buy him as a souvenir.



844

01:04:16,538 --> 01:04:19,513

He's coming this way.

- He's coming.



845

01:04:26,581 --> 01:04:28,606

How long has it been?



846

01:04:29,084 --> 01:04:31,109

How long has what been?



847

01:04:31,453 --> 01:04:35,082

How long has it been?



848

01:04:37,692 --> 01:04:38,926

Oh, yeah. Yeah.



849

01:04:39,026 --> 01:04:41,395

You're gonna go talk to him. Oh, yeah.

- Mm. No.



850

01:04:41,495 --> 01:04:44,432

You just heard him.

Say how much you like it, flatter him. Go.



851

01:04:44,532 --> 01:04:46,233

We don't have those in the States.



852

01:04:46,333 --> 01:04:47,735

Go, go.

We don't make those.



853

01:04:47,835 --> 01:04:51,327

You're ready.

- Go! Do it for us. Go on.



854

01:04:58,345 --> 01:05:00,815

Where'd she go?

- What are you doing? Go ahead!



855

01:05:00,915 --> 01:05:02,617

I'm an old married widow.



856

01:05:02,717 --> 01:05:06,754

Oh, you've got much better stuff

than those tarts. You're experienced.



857

01:05:06,854 --> 01:05:09,357

You're American. You got

foreign exotic stuff going...



858

01:05:09,457 --> 01:05:11,659

There's nothing exotic

about being an American.



859

01:05:11,759 --> 01:05:13,594

He doesn't know that.

- We'll help you.



860

01:05:13,694 --> 01:05:15,196

Just take it off.

No, no, no!



861

01:05:15,296 --> 01:05:17,264

Listen! You're gonna do what we say.



862

01:05:17,364 --> 01:05:19,300

I'm gonna hurt you.

I'll pull your hair.



863

01:05:19,400 --> 01:05:22,436

You look hot. Put your shoulders

back. Puff your hair a little.



864

01:05:22,536 --> 01:05:26,531

You're so sexy. Go.

- Yeah, you look hot. Do it!



865

01:05:36,016 --> 01:05:38,016

Hi.



866

01:05:39,019 --> 01:05:42,929

I just wanted to say

I really loved your music.



867

01:05:43,823 --> 01:05:47,782

You're beautiful. I mean...

I mean... Sorry.



868

01:05:47,961 --> 01:05:50,794

Your music is beautiful.



869

01:05:51,030 --> 01:05:53,030

Thanks... Um...



870

01:05:53,299 --> 01:05:56,598

Holly.

- William.



871

01:05:56,770 --> 01:05:59,261

You're American?

- Yeah.



872

01:05:59,439 --> 01:06:01,141

And what brings you to Ireland?



873

01:06:01,241 --> 01:06:04,556

Holiday. Oh, well, with my girlfriends.



874

01:06:04,878 --> 01:06:06,079

Hi.

- Hi.



875

01:06:06,179 --> 01:06:08,613

Good. Good to have you here.



876

01:06:08,882 --> 01:06:11,551

Heh. Thanks.

- I have one more song to play.



877

01:06:11,651 --> 01:06:13,286

Will you stay and have a listen?



878

01:06:13,386 --> 01:06:17,057

It's an American song about a local girl.

I think you'll like it.



879

01:06:17,157 --> 01:06:19,489

Sure.

- Good.



880

01:06:19,659 --> 01:06:21,659

Grand.



881

01:06:22,462 --> 01:06:24,731

So I'll see you after, then?



882

01:06:24,831 --> 01:06:26,831

Okay, sure.



883

01:06:34,040 --> 01:06:36,040

Em...



884

01:06:36,776 --> 01:06:40,803

This is an American song

dedicated to Holly.



885

01:06:41,915 --> 01:06:43,915

I hope you enjoy it.



886

01:06:54,893 --> 01:06:57,730

Well, I took a stroll on the old long walk



887

01:06:57,830 --> 01:07:00,663

Of a day I-ay-I-ay



888

01:07:01,042 --> 01:07:05,913

I met a little girl and we stopped to talk

Of a fine soft day I-ay



889

01:07:06,013 --> 01:07:10,008

And I ask you, friend

Well, what's a fella to do



890

01:07:12,253 --> 01:07:16,248

'Cause her hair was black

And her eyes were blue



891

01:07:16,524 --> 01:07:21,518

And I knew right then

I'd be takin' a whirl



892

01:07:22,930 --> 01:07:26,415

Round the Salthill Prom

With a Galway girl



893

01:07:38,212 --> 01:07:40,114

That's a very nice jacket.



894

01:07:40,214 --> 01:07:42,214

I won it in a bet.



895

01:07:44,885 --> 01:07:47,655

We were halfway there

When the rain came down



896

01:07:47,755 --> 01:07:48,856

Of a day



897

01:07:48,956 --> 01:07:50,956

L- ay-I-ay



898

01:07:50,991 --> 01:07:55,896

And she asked me up to her flat downtown

Of a fine soft day I-ay



899

01:07:55,996 --> 01:08:00,092

And I ask you, friend

What's a fella to do



900

01:08:01,969 --> 01:08:05,964

'Cause her hair was black

And her eyes were blue



901

01:08:06,539 --> 01:08:08,539

Enough of this.



902

01:08:36,336 --> 01:08:39,406

Why does he want me to remember

all these things that make it harder?



903

01:08:39,506 --> 01:08:40,640

It's cruel.



904

01:08:40,740 --> 01:08:45,145

I don't know, baby.

But I don't think he means to be cruel.



905

01:08:45,245 --> 01:08:47,440

What does he mean?



906

01:08:48,548 --> 01:08:50,417

I don't know.



907

01:08:50,517 --> 01:08:53,917

Come on, let's go.

We're taking you back.



908

01:09:28,420 --> 01:09:31,390

I think you should find William.

- No.



909

01:09:31,490 --> 01:09:34,726

I left without saying anything.

He must think I'm an idiot.



910

01:09:34,826 --> 01:09:37,863

Well, you're an American.

They expect us to be idiots.



911

01:09:37,963 --> 01:09:39,498

Don't push her.



912

01:09:39,598 --> 01:09:42,401

If she's not ready, she's not ready.



913

01:09:42,501 --> 01:09:45,671

Although if memory serves me correctly,

Holly...



914

01:09:45,771 --> 01:09:48,974

the longer you go without sex,

the meaner and bitchier you get.



915

01:09:49,074 --> 01:09:51,074

Eat me.

- Hello.



916

01:09:53,145 --> 01:09:55,705

Well, I'm really mad at Gerry.



917

01:09:56,081 --> 01:10:02,031

Maybe that's why he did it. You have to

stop wanting him at some point.



918

01:10:02,621 --> 01:10:04,621

When?



919

01:10:06,525 --> 01:10:07,826

Grab the pole!

- What?



920

01:10:07,926 --> 01:10:09,895

You've got a fish!

- It's a fish!



921

01:10:09,995 --> 01:10:11,497

Okay.

Holly, grab the pole!



922

01:10:11,597 --> 01:10:14,032

Okay, I'm grabbing it! I am, I am.

Take it out.



923

01:10:14,132 --> 01:10:16,157

Hurry it up!

- Aah!



924

01:10:16,368 --> 01:10:19,138

You're not holding the ball.

Turn the knobby thing!



925

01:10:19,238 --> 01:10:23,008

Will you stop being so butch?!

Just watch it! Oh! Ow!



926

01:10:23,108 --> 01:10:24,910

Help me!

Do you wanna get the fish?



927

01:10:25,010 --> 01:10:27,979

I'm trying.

Stop! My nails are wet!



928

01:10:28,145 --> 01:10:30,340

Guys!

- Careful!



929

01:10:30,548 --> 01:10:32,548

Guys, I lost...



930

01:10:46,797 --> 01:10:48,797

Oh, my God.



931

01:10:51,435 --> 01:10:53,645

What happened to our oars?



932

01:10:59,343 --> 01:11:01,343

Oh, my God.



933

01:11:03,214 --> 01:11:05,214

Help!



934

01:11:06,684 --> 01:11:09,312

Help!



935

01:11:09,720 --> 01:11:12,780

Help!



936

01:11:16,193 --> 01:11:18,095

I hate cosmetics companies.



937

01:11:18,195 --> 01:11:21,165

They get you addicted to

the perfect lipstick or nail polish...



938

01:11:21,265 --> 01:11:24,101

and then six months later,

they discontinue it.



939

01:11:24,201 --> 01:11:28,072

You have to buy your favorite colors like

you're storing up for the apocalypse.



940

01:11:28,172 --> 01:11:30,892

That was my last bottle of this.



941

01:11:32,410 --> 01:11:34,612

I think that one of us

should swim ashore...



942

01:11:34,712 --> 01:11:37,114

and it should be the one

who's already inflated.



943

01:11:37,213 --> 01:11:39,593

Okay, no, that's good. Here!



944

01:11:45,255 --> 01:11:47,324

There, go swim ashore.

- Was that necessary?



945

01:11:47,424 --> 01:11:49,092

You can swim ashore.

- You happy...



946

01:11:49,192 --> 01:11:51,328

I inhaled all these toxins?

- You jump in!



947

01:11:51,428 --> 01:11:56,698

Stop fighting! You're acting like babies!

- All right. Shut up!



948

01:11:58,134 --> 01:12:00,134

Nice.



949

01:12:07,844 --> 01:12:11,381

Maybe we'll eventually

drift towards the shore.



950

01:12:11,481 --> 01:12:13,783

What shore? That could take months.



951

01:12:13,883 --> 01:12:18,588

Better not take more than nine or else

there'll be another person on this boat.



952

01:12:18,688 --> 01:12:20,688

What?



953

01:12:21,624 --> 01:12:25,061

I wasn't gonna say anything

until we got back.



954

01:12:25,161 --> 01:12:27,161

I'm having a baby.



955

01:12:29,132 --> 01:12:32,260

A baby? Sharon, wow.



956

01:12:32,435 --> 01:12:33,737

I know, I know.



957

01:12:33,837 --> 01:12:35,505

When are you due?

- March.



958

01:12:35,605 --> 01:12:38,742

Oh, thank God.

You can still be in my wedding.



959

01:12:38,842 --> 01:12:40,010

What?



960

01:12:40,110 --> 01:12:43,079

Ah! I'm getting married.

Tom proposed, I said yes...



961

01:12:43,179 --> 01:12:45,115

and we're planning

a New Year's Eve wedding.



962

01:12:45,215 --> 01:12:47,911

Aah! Gosh!



963

01:12:48,083 --> 01:12:50,608

Congratulations!



964

01:12:52,721 --> 01:12:55,918

You okay?

- Yeah. No. Yeah.



965

01:12:56,091 --> 01:13:01,764

No, I mean, it's just... This is just

a lot of information to get in one boat.



966

01:13:01,864 --> 01:13:03,699

Oh, baby, I'm sorry.



967

01:13:03,799 --> 01:13:07,202

I wasn't gonna say anything

until we got back. This is your trip.



968

01:13:07,302 --> 01:13:09,605

No, no, it's okay.

- Yeah, no, me too.



969

01:13:09,705 --> 01:13:13,842

But, you know, we might die here,

so I'm not going down as a spinster.



970

01:13:13,942 --> 01:13:16,178

You're getting married.

- You're having a baby.



971

01:13:16,278 --> 01:13:20,146

Oh, my God. What, are you kidding me?

- What?



972

01:13:20,315 --> 01:13:22,315

God.

- I know.



973

01:14:00,154 --> 01:14:01,456

Mm.



974

01:14:01,556 --> 01:14:02,657

Who's the cook?



975

01:14:02,757 --> 01:14:03,825

I am.

- Me.



976

01:14:03,925 --> 01:14:05,925

We all helped.

- Ugh.



977

01:14:06,694 --> 01:14:10,098

Denise is getting married.

Isn't that great?



978

01:14:10,198 --> 01:14:12,198

Sharon's pregnant. Heh.



979

01:14:12,300 --> 01:14:14,669

Congratulations to both of you.

Thank you.



980

01:14:14,769 --> 01:14:16,769

Thank you.



981

01:14:16,938 --> 01:14:21,698

The food was great. I don't think

I came up for air once.



982

01:14:23,811 --> 01:14:27,721

You know, it got a lot darker

while I was busy.



983

01:14:28,816 --> 01:14:31,706

Mm. Yeah, it gets dark at night...



984

01:14:33,087 --> 01:14:35,087

here.



985

01:14:36,023 --> 01:14:37,492

You work on the lake?



986

01:14:37,592 --> 01:14:41,119

Two days a week. Kind of a patrolman.



987

01:14:41,295 --> 01:14:44,265

Although, I gotta say, first time

I ever had to save anyone.



988

01:14:44,365 --> 01:14:47,935

I feel really badly about you having

to drive all the way back this late.



989

01:14:48,035 --> 01:14:50,204

That's enough.

In this rain, forget it.



990

01:14:50,304 --> 01:14:52,140

Feel free to stay till morning.



991

01:14:52,240 --> 01:14:56,477

Yeah, we have a pull-out couch.

A bed that pulls out.



992

01:14:56,577 --> 01:14:58,212

Oh.



993

01:14:58,312 --> 01:15:00,473

It is a long drive.



994

01:15:00,748 --> 01:15:02,784

I would love a shower.

- What a great idea!



995

01:15:02,884 --> 01:15:06,621

There's one downstairs, it's fantastic.

I'll get you some linens and towels.



996

01:15:06,721 --> 01:15:08,356

I'll show you.



997

01:15:08,456 --> 01:15:12,552

Great. Take your wine...



998

01:15:21,334 --> 01:15:23,036

What, are you crazy?



999

01:15:23,136 --> 01:15:24,671

He's staying the whole night.



1000

01:15:24,771 --> 01:15:27,340

He's gonna be here all night long,

all night long.



1001

01:15:27,440 --> 01:15:29,905

He's gonna be here all night.



1002

01:16:12,018 --> 01:16:14,087

You have to get pregnant immediately.



1003

01:16:14,187 --> 01:16:17,290

Lmmediately. We can have kids together.



1004

01:16:17,390 --> 01:16:20,960

How cute is that?

I mean, how cute is that?



1005

01:16:21,093 --> 01:16:27,808

I don't know, I have this weird feeling.

I feel like there's a boy inside of me.



1006

01:16:49,488 --> 01:16:53,425

Oh, Jesus! Oh, sorry.

I thought you were upstairs.



1007

01:16:53,525 --> 01:16:56,075

I need to just get my clothes.



1008

01:16:56,395 --> 01:16:58,520

I'll get out of your way.



1009

01:17:06,472 --> 01:17:07,907

Sorry about that.



1010

01:17:08,007 --> 01:17:10,134

Would you like a drink?



1011

01:17:10,309 --> 01:17:13,212

Should I just lick it

off the counter, then?



1012

01:17:13,312 --> 01:17:14,647

Oh, no!

- Yeah.



1013

01:17:14,747 --> 01:17:17,883

Sorry, no... It's been a long time

since I've seen a man that naked.



1014

01:17:17,983 --> 01:17:21,553

I mean, you have a...

How about that drink?



1015

01:17:22,054 --> 01:17:24,818

You're very sweet.

- Oh, God.



1016

01:17:24,990 --> 01:17:27,343

The last time a guy said that he followed...



1017

01:17:27,443 --> 01:17:29,795

it up with, 'But I don't

date 13-year-olds.'



1018

01:17:29,895 --> 01:17:32,785

Well, lucky for you, neither do I.



1019

01:17:33,197 --> 01:17:34,699

Cheers.



1020

01:17:34,799 --> 01:17:36,799

Cheers.



1021

01:17:46,210 --> 01:17:47,745

Oh, I'm sorry.

- Hi.



1022

01:17:47,845 --> 01:17:51,316

Sorry. Oh, I can't do this, I'm sorry.

It's not you.



1023

01:17:51,416 --> 01:17:53,918

Look at me, I'm shaking.

I don't know how to do this.



1024

01:17:54,018 --> 01:17:56,588

Don't even know if I want to,

I haven't been held in...



1025

01:17:56,688 --> 01:18:01,025

Oh, never mind. I'm just screwed up.

I'm trouble. Yeah.



1026

01:18:01,125 --> 01:18:03,590

I like trouble.

- Oh, no. Heh.



1027

01:18:03,728 --> 01:18:06,164

I don't mean 'cool Pulp

Fiction' trouble...



1028

01:18:06,264 --> 01:18:10,257

I mean 'mental case wacko' trouble.



1029

01:18:10,568 --> 01:18:15,039

I'm out of my league here. I mean,

I haven't had a new man in over 10 years.



1030

01:18:15,139 --> 01:18:17,342

I had this old one. I mean, he wasn't old.



1031

01:18:17,442 --> 01:18:20,044

He was just old to me

because I had him so often.



1032

01:18:20,144 --> 01:18:22,779

He was my husband, but he died.



1033

01:18:24,682 --> 01:18:28,932

Kissing him like that,

I'm not surprised, poor lad.



1034

01:18:38,096 --> 01:18:39,697

No, it's not gonna work.



1035

01:18:39,797 --> 01:18:42,042

I feel like I'm trying

on a new pair of shoes



1036

01:18:42,141 --> 01:18:44,334

I really wanna buy, but

they just don't fit.



1037

01:18:44,434 --> 01:18:46,434

Sorry.



1038

01:18:46,470 --> 01:18:50,998

All right then, how about

going barefoot for a while?



1039

01:19:18,668 --> 01:19:24,023

There's no man, alive or dead,

who's gonna fault you for living.



1040

01:19:24,441 --> 01:19:26,841

You're very sweet.



1041

01:19:28,712 --> 01:19:33,206

He was a good man, I reckon,

your man who died.



1042

01:19:33,917 --> 01:19:35,917

Yes...



1043

01:19:36,419 --> 01:19:38,419

a very good man.



1044

01:19:46,463 --> 01:19:48,463

William?

- Hmm?



1045

01:19:49,132 --> 01:19:52,836

Could you drive me to Enniskerry

in the morning?



1046

01:19:52,935 --> 01:19:54,737

Sure.



1047

01:19:54,837 --> 01:19:56,338

You got friends there?



1048

01:19:56,438 --> 01:19:59,168

Family. Sort of.



1049

01:19:59,642 --> 01:20:02,543

In-laws. I should see them.

- Hmm.



1050

01:20:03,813 --> 01:20:06,582

What's their name? Maybe I know them.



1051

01:20:06,682 --> 01:20:08,682

The Kennedys.



1052

01:20:10,386 --> 01:20:12,980

Not Rose and Martin?



1053

01:20:13,389 --> 01:20:17,052

Yeah. You know them?



1054

01:20:21,463 --> 01:20:23,897

You're not Gerry's Holly?



1055

01:20:24,700 --> 01:20:25,968

What?



1056

01:20:26,068 --> 01:20:28,068

Oh...



1057

01:20:28,237 --> 01:20:31,273

You're the girl from the pub that night.



1058

01:20:31,373 --> 01:20:33,637

I was in Gerry's band.



1059

01:20:33,809 --> 01:20:35,936

Not Billy...



1060

01:20:36,111 --> 01:20:38,576

Gallagher?

- One and the same.



1061

01:20:39,114 --> 01:20:41,139

It's... It's all right.



1062

01:20:41,317 --> 01:20:45,187

It's all right. Me and Gerry,

we shared everything together.



1063

01:20:45,287 --> 01:20:48,290

Oh, no, no, no, I didn't

mean it like that.



1064

01:20:48,390 --> 01:20:52,762

What I meant was, you know,

he wouldn't have a problem...



1065

01:20:52,862 --> 01:20:55,030

Well, he might have a problem

but, you know...



1066

01:20:55,130 --> 01:20:59,295

there's not much

he can do about it now, is there?



1067

01:21:00,169 --> 01:21:02,169

Holly.



1068

01:21:02,704 --> 01:21:05,730

Come here. Come back to bed.



1069

01:21:06,774 --> 01:21:09,072

Now, let's... Let's talk.



1070

01:21:12,146 --> 01:21:13,815

Oh...



1071

01:21:13,915 --> 01:21:16,076

I heard he died.



1072

01:21:18,019 --> 01:21:21,216

Tumor, was it? Yeah.



1073

01:21:21,990 --> 01:21:25,255

You know, Gerry and I, we...



1074

01:21:25,426 --> 01:21:29,421

We hadn't seen each other

in a long, long while.



1075

01:21:29,931 --> 01:21:34,351

It's sad when that happens

to best friends, isn't it?



1076

01:21:35,069 --> 01:21:38,937

He... He was a wonderful lad.



1077

01:21:42,176 --> 01:21:44,301

It's all right, you know.



1078

01:21:45,280 --> 01:21:47,280

It's okay.



1079

01:21:47,548 --> 01:21:49,812

You know, these things...



1080

01:21:50,318 --> 01:21:53,973

they happen now and again.

Not very often...



1081

01:21:54,455 --> 01:21:56,455

but now and again.



1082

01:22:00,361 --> 01:22:03,364

Would you like me to tell you

some stories about me and Gerry?



1083

01:22:03,464 --> 01:22:05,464

I've got plenty.



1084

01:22:06,301 --> 01:22:08,069

Yeah?



1085

01:22:08,169 --> 01:22:11,314

Okay, here you go. Come on, sit back.



1086

01:22:16,109 --> 01:22:17,978

You know, he was...



1087

01:22:18,078 --> 01:22:20,713

He was my very, very best mate.



1088

01:22:21,148 --> 01:22:26,163

Starting back when we were terrors

running about at 5 and 6.



1089

01:22:27,621 --> 01:22:29,680

Oh, he made me laugh.



1090

01:22:29,856 --> 01:22:32,893

There was this time,

I don't remember how old we were...



1091

01:22:32,993 --> 01:22:35,427

probably, you know, 10, 11.



1092

01:22:36,196 --> 01:22:38,196

We jumped on a train...



1093

01:23:29,181 --> 01:23:33,948

We received those packages you sent.

Come in. Come in.



1094

01:23:39,959 --> 01:23:41,959

Martin?



1095

01:23:42,661 --> 01:23:44,363

Look who it is.



1096

01:23:44,463 --> 01:23:47,398

Oh, well, look at that.



1097

01:23:47,566 --> 01:23:49,566

Come here, dear.



1098

01:23:49,602 --> 01:23:51,866

So nice to see you.



1099

01:23:52,638 --> 01:23:56,038

He was always one for writing.

Wasn't he?



1100

01:23:56,075 --> 01:23:57,543

Should've gone professional.



1101

01:23:57,643 --> 01:24:01,128

No. He did it for the love of it, Martin.



1102

01:24:01,247 --> 01:24:03,442

Now, where is it?



1103

01:24:03,716 --> 01:24:05,284

Oh, here it is.



1104

01:24:05,384 --> 01:24:09,622

'When Holly visits, take her

to my fort in the back yard...



1105

01:24:09,722 --> 01:24:11,757

and give her this envelope.'



1106

01:24:11,857 --> 01:24:14,577

He knew that I'd come visit you?



1107

01:24:14,760 --> 01:24:18,389

Hmm. Suppose he did. Heh. Martin.



1108

01:24:18,964 --> 01:24:20,964

All right.



1109

01:24:24,837 --> 01:24:28,407

It's not really a fort,

it's just a stone wall.



1110

01:24:28,507 --> 01:24:32,162

He used to call it that

when he was little.



1111

01:24:32,812 --> 01:24:35,610

He goes on about other things...



1112

01:24:36,047 --> 01:24:38,047

lovely things.



1113

01:24:39,617 --> 01:24:43,951

He hadn't much strength in the end

though, did he?



1114

01:24:45,590 --> 01:24:49,327

Makes me sick to think

we weren't there when he died...



1115

01:24:49,427 --> 01:24:50,528

for the funeral.



1116

01:24:50,628 --> 01:24:53,798

But you could hardly walk

just after your operation.



1117

01:24:53,898 --> 01:24:58,236

Maybe you'll come and visit us a bit more

now that he's gone, eh?



1118

01:24:58,336 --> 01:25:00,438

Martin, don't put that on her.



1119

01:25:00,538 --> 01:25:02,833

You're under no obligation.



1120

01:25:02,874 --> 01:25:05,900

It's not like we're blood family.



1121

01:25:06,544 --> 01:25:08,637

I'd like to come visit.



1122

01:25:08,813 --> 01:25:12,681

And I'm sorry we didn't in the past. L...



1123

01:25:13,585 --> 01:25:17,389

I just thought you were angry with me

for taking Gerry away.



1124

01:25:17,489 --> 01:25:20,458

She wanted you dead, you know.

- Martin, don't you dare!



1125

01:25:20,558 --> 01:25:22,719

No, I don't blame you.



1126

01:25:22,894 --> 01:25:26,398

You know, my mother, she never

quite got over the idea either.



1127

01:25:26,498 --> 01:25:31,598

Yeah, well, you were both so young.

And it happened too fast.



1128

01:25:32,804 --> 01:25:37,366

But Gerry loved you. I saw that.



1129

01:25:37,942 --> 01:25:39,942

I saw that.



1130

01:25:46,083 --> 01:25:49,486

To my Galway Girl:

You're an angel for seeing my folks.



1131

01:25:49,586 --> 01:25:55,026

I told you my mom didn't hate your guts.

Well, you know, anymore.



1132

01:25:55,092 --> 01:25:59,630

You are now standing in my fort

where I did all my big thinking.



1133

01:25:59,730 --> 01:26:05,935

This is where I stood thinking about you

after the very first time we met.



1134

01:26:14,611 --> 01:26:17,381

You didn't look real to me at first.



1135

01:26:17,481 --> 01:26:20,417

I never saw so many colors

on one girl before...



1136

01:26:20,517 --> 01:26:23,420

but you looked like

you belonged out there, all right.



1137

01:26:23,520 --> 01:26:25,852

You and all your colors.



1138

01:26:26,056 --> 01:26:29,259

Do you remember

the first thing you ever said to me?



1139

01:26:29,359 --> 01:26:30,961

I'm lost.



1140

01:26:31,061 --> 01:26:34,428

Oh, you didn't look lost, not to me.



1141

01:26:34,598 --> 01:26:36,867

So, what are you looking for out here?



1142

01:26:36,967 --> 01:26:39,993

Wicklow Mountains National Park?



1143

01:26:41,338 --> 01:26:45,375

Wicklow Mountains National Park.

Tell me, how long you been walking for?



1144

01:26:45,475 --> 01:26:46,910

A few hours.



1145

01:26:47,010 --> 01:26:51,248

Well, you've probably been in

the national park for a few hours, then.



1146

01:26:51,348 --> 01:26:53,348

Oh, my God.



1147

01:26:53,617 --> 01:26:55,018

This is a park?



1148

01:26:55,118 --> 01:26:57,118

Uh-huh.



1149

01:26:58,321 --> 01:26:59,555

Oh.



1150

01:26:59,655 --> 01:27:01,090

It's so cold!



1151

01:27:01,190 --> 01:27:03,526

The paper said it was gonna be warm.



1152

01:27:03,626 --> 01:27:09,432

It is warm. I know you're lost, but

you do know you're in Ireland, don't you?



1153

01:27:09,532 --> 01:27:12,729

Well, I better head back. Heh.



1154

01:27:13,035 --> 01:27:14,954

And where is that?



1155

01:27:15,054 --> 01:27:19,599

I'm staying at a B and B in Dunlougahairy.



1156

01:27:19,775 --> 01:27:23,179

Dunlagohairy?

No, I think you mean Dún Laoghaire.



1157

01:27:23,279 --> 01:27:27,444

Heh-heh. You're kidding?

- No. Would I lie to you?



1158

01:27:28,751 --> 01:27:31,948

Dún Laoghaire?

- Dún Laoghaire.



1159

01:27:34,123 --> 01:27:37,115

Okay. Thanks.



1160

01:27:37,326 --> 01:27:39,326

You're grand.



1161

01:27:40,129 --> 01:27:43,529

But you're going the wrong way,

you know.



1162

01:27:48,204 --> 01:27:49,505

That way?



1163

01:27:49,605 --> 01:27:51,240

Okay.



1164

01:27:51,340 --> 01:27:55,144

I think you quite enjoy this getting lost,

don't you?



1165

01:27:55,244 --> 01:27:59,494

You know, actually,

I don't mind so much, not here.



1166

01:28:00,149 --> 01:28:01,717

So how did you come to be here?



1167

01:28:01,817 --> 01:28:05,855

Oh, on my way home, college trip.

We started in Greece.



1168

01:28:05,955 --> 01:28:09,025

Jesus, that's a long walk.

That's a bad joke.



1169

01:28:09,124 --> 01:28:11,124

What are you studying?



1170

01:28:11,660 --> 01:28:13,821

Art. Yeah.

- Art?



1171

01:28:13,995 --> 01:28:17,799

Oh, so you're an artist, then?

- Oh. I don't know yet.



1172

01:28:17,899 --> 01:28:19,899

That's great.



1173

01:28:20,235 --> 01:28:22,275

Do you make anything or?



1174

01:28:23,772 --> 01:28:25,772

I don't know yet.



1175

01:28:26,141 --> 01:28:28,351

Well, good luck with that.



1176

01:28:30,679 --> 01:28:32,679

Oh.



1177

01:28:39,387 --> 01:28:41,022

You...



1178

01:28:41,122 --> 01:28:45,360

Would you mind if we walked together

since we're going in the same direction?



1179

01:28:45,460 --> 01:28:49,931

I'll stay on this side of the road.

Don't even have to talk. Just...



1180

01:28:50,031 --> 01:28:54,202

Just quite nice, sometimes walking

along with someone without talking...



1181

01:28:54,302 --> 01:28:57,169

once you get your feet wet.



1182

01:29:08,783 --> 01:29:10,852

At first, the no-talking

thing didn't last.



1183

01:29:10,952 --> 01:29:12,887

Before long, I couldn't

get you to shut up.



1184

01:29:12,987 --> 01:29:16,261

But you were so cute, trying to impress me...



1185

01:29:16,361 --> 01:29:19,561

with William Blake and

all your grand plans.



1186

01:29:19,660 --> 01:29:21,895

I had no idea

what you were talking about...



1187

01:29:21,995 --> 01:29:24,965

but I couldn't help

loving the way you talked.



1188

01:29:25,065 --> 01:29:28,592

'I must create a...'



1189

01:29:28,836 --> 01:29:33,240

Something.'... or be enslaved

by another man's...' Something.



1190

01:29:33,340 --> 01:29:36,241

Wait, 'I will not...



1191

01:29:37,644 --> 01:29:41,080

I will not reason or compare.



1192

01:29:41,248 --> 01:29:44,081

My business is to create...'



1193

01:29:44,451 --> 01:29:47,121

Something. Oh, God.

- Did you just make that up then?



1194

01:29:47,221 --> 01:29:50,958

No, it's William Blake,

but I completely screwed it up.



1195

01:29:51,058 --> 01:29:53,594

No, you didn't, you made it better.

I understood it.



1196

01:29:53,694 --> 01:29:55,229

I didn't have a clue, actually.



1197

01:29:55,329 --> 01:30:00,501

All I know is, if you don't figure out the

'something,' you'll just stay ordinary.



1198

01:30:00,601 --> 01:30:06,473

And it doesn't matter if it's a work

of art, or a taco, or a pair of socks.



1199

01:30:06,573 --> 01:30:10,669

Just create something new

and there it is.



1200

01:30:10,844 --> 01:30:14,281

And it's you, out in the world,

outside of you.



1201

01:30:14,381 --> 01:30:18,585

And you can look at it, or hear it,

or read it, or feel it...



1202

01:30:18,685 --> 01:30:21,188

and you know

a little bit more about you.



1203

01:30:21,288 --> 01:30:24,491

A little bit more than anybody else does.



1204

01:30:24,591 --> 01:30:27,311

Does that make any sense at all?



1205

01:30:27,860 --> 01:30:29,860

Yeah.



1206

01:30:29,962 --> 01:30:33,192

You're saying you want to paint socks.



1207

01:30:33,399 --> 01:30:35,399

Maybe.



1208

01:30:36,569 --> 01:30:39,374

I loved you right then and there.



1209

01:30:43,342 --> 01:30:45,572

Hey, I like this jacket.



1210

01:30:46,879 --> 01:30:49,349

It looks good on you. Got it on a bet.



1211

01:30:49,449 --> 01:30:51,449

What was the bet?

- Heh.



1212

01:30:51,951 --> 01:30:54,587

I was a few Guinness's

for the worse at this point...



1213

01:30:54,687 --> 01:30:57,957

but a fella bet me

that I couldn't get a certain girl...



1214

01:30:58,057 --> 01:31:00,326

to kiss me without a provocation.



1215

01:31:00,426 --> 01:31:02,917

What girl?

- His girl.



1216

01:31:03,095 --> 01:31:04,864

Oh! Ha-ha.

- Uh-huh. Ha-ha.



1217

01:31:04,964 --> 01:31:08,000

How'd you do it?

- There's nothing to it, really.



1218

01:31:08,100 --> 01:31:12,171

A fella just has to tell a woman

the truth without words.



1219

01:31:12,271 --> 01:31:15,035

It's like a signal you send out.



1220

01:31:15,208 --> 01:31:17,928

The woman, she just picks it up.



1221

01:31:18,244 --> 01:31:20,244

And what's the truth?



1222

01:31:21,647 --> 01:31:26,237

That kissing her would be

the end of life as I know it.



1223

01:31:28,087 --> 01:31:30,087

Wow.



1224

01:31:30,957 --> 01:31:35,094

And that's true of every girl

you've gotten to kiss you?



1225

01:31:35,194 --> 01:31:38,564

I could turn it on and off when I was

younger and I had no principles.



1226

01:31:38,663 --> 01:31:45,463

When every girl that I was lucky enough

to kiss was the end of life as I knew it.



1227

01:31:46,271 --> 01:31:48,271

And now?



1228

01:31:49,975 --> 01:31:56,350

Now I only send it out when I think

she might be the one that makes it true.



1229

01:32:04,256 --> 01:32:07,325

I know where I am now.

Thanks, it was really nice to meet you.



1230

01:32:07,425 --> 01:32:09,928

No, I could walk you into town.

- Oh, no, it's okay.



1231

01:32:10,028 --> 01:32:13,513

I know where I am.

I know where I'm going.



1232

01:32:17,035 --> 01:32:19,035

I'll never forget this.



1233

01:32:23,942 --> 01:32:25,942

Your jacket.



1234

01:32:28,880 --> 01:32:30,348

No, wait!



1235

01:32:30,448 --> 01:32:31,983

Wait, wait, don't move.



1236

01:32:32,083 --> 01:32:34,920

What?

- Oh, yeah, it's a wild Irish dog.



1237

01:32:35,020 --> 01:32:37,020

A what?

- Shh!



1238

01:32:37,088 --> 01:32:39,090

You have to stand still.

- Okay.



1239

01:32:39,190 --> 01:32:43,354

Get close, like one person.



1240

01:32:43,528 --> 01:32:46,429

And if we separate, he'll feel...



1241

01:32:46,598 --> 01:32:49,267

threatened and attack our vital parts.



1242

01:32:49,366 --> 01:32:53,786

What vital parts? All my parts are vital.

- Shh, shh.



1243

01:32:55,172 --> 01:32:56,674

We have to stand still.



1244

01:32:56,774 --> 01:32:59,919

Now, just let him sniff around a bit.



1245

01:33:02,146 --> 01:33:04,146

Now wait.



1246

01:33:12,189 --> 01:33:14,248

I'm really scared.



1247

01:33:14,425 --> 01:33:16,494

Would you put your arms around me?



1248

01:33:16,594 --> 01:33:18,028

All right.



1249

01:33:18,128 --> 01:33:21,613

Yeah, that's probably a good idea.

- Yeah.



1250

01:33:22,700 --> 01:33:28,272

Do you think we could turn around and

face each other without freaking him out?



1251

01:33:28,372 --> 01:33:31,773

Ahh... Okay. Sure.



1252

01:33:31,976 --> 01:33:35,376

But let's move very slowly, okay?

- Okay.



1253

01:33:41,752 --> 01:33:42,920

Ow.

- Oh, sorry.



1254

01:33:43,020 --> 01:33:45,655

I haven't done this in a while.



1255

01:33:45,756 --> 01:33:49,026

I've been seeing this boy,

but we don't do much. I don't know why.



1256

01:33:49,126 --> 01:33:52,527

Maybe it's me.

- No, he's a boy who...



1257

01:33:54,264 --> 01:33:57,324

doesn't know anything about kissing.



1258

01:33:57,901 --> 01:33:59,941

That's a man's business.



1259

01:34:00,403 --> 01:34:02,403

Is it?



1260

01:34:24,560 --> 01:34:27,495

That was the most perfect...



1261

01:34:29,165 --> 01:34:31,326

perfect first kiss.



1262

01:34:32,535 --> 01:34:34,799

That was the second.



1263

01:34:35,104 --> 01:34:37,104

This is the third.



1264

01:34:59,562 --> 01:35:01,562

Brody, come.



1265

01:35:01,764 --> 01:35:03,433

Hey, Gerry.



1266

01:35:03,533 --> 01:35:05,573

Yeah. How are you, Jeff?



1267

01:35:08,071 --> 01:35:11,438

Hey, where you going?

- No, stay. Stay.



1268

01:35:11,606 --> 01:35:13,909

No, but... You have my jacket.



1269

01:35:14,009 --> 01:35:17,379

I know, I'm keeping it

unless we meet again.



1270

01:35:17,479 --> 01:35:18,847

I bet we do.



1271

01:35:18,947 --> 01:35:21,316

That's a bet you're gonna

have to win because...



1272

01:35:21,416 --> 01:35:25,387

if we do meet again then that'll be

the end of it, you know.



1273

01:35:25,487 --> 01:35:27,022

The end of what?



1274

01:35:27,122 --> 01:35:29,122

Life as we know it.



1275

01:35:31,059 --> 01:35:34,396

Look, I'm singing at this pub...

- No, no, no. Don't tell me.



1276

01:35:34,496 --> 01:35:37,366

If I happen to walk into the right one

in the right town...



1277

01:35:37,466 --> 01:35:40,802

then we'll know for sure, won't we?

And if I don't...



1278

01:35:40,902 --> 01:35:44,973

then that'll just be the most perfect

kiss ever created by two strangers...



1279

01:35:45,073 --> 01:35:48,343

and we'll just keep it perfect

for the rest of our lives.



1280

01:35:48,443 --> 01:35:50,512

What's your name?

- No, no! Wait, no, don't.



1281

01:35:50,612 --> 01:35:52,705

Don't, don't. No, no...



1282

01:35:57,652 --> 01:36:00,202

Life had changed as I knew it.



1283

01:36:00,555 --> 01:36:03,275

And now it's changed again, luv.



1284

01:36:03,358 --> 01:36:06,261

See, I don't worry about you

remembering me...



1285

01:36:06,361 --> 01:36:09,998

it's that girl on the road

you keep forgetting.



1286

01:36:10,098 --> 01:36:13,727

'My business is to create.



1287

01:36:14,503 --> 01:36:17,372

It doesn't even matter what you do.'



1288

01:36:17,472 --> 01:36:19,872

You told me that, remember.



1289

01:36:22,743 --> 01:36:24,743

P.S.



1290

01:36:35,556 --> 01:36:38,457

So go home. Go find it.



1291

01:36:38,626 --> 01:36:42,296

Find that thing

that makes you like nobody else.



1292

01:36:42,396 --> 01:36:44,031

I'll help.



1293

01:36:44,131 --> 01:36:46,131

Look for a sign.



1294

01:36:49,003 --> 01:36:51,706

It's Mom.

Sharon called, said you're home.



1295

01:36:51,806 --> 01:36:53,274

Where are you?

Call me.



1296

01:36:53,374 --> 01:36:56,677

You haven't returned my calls. Come

to my first baby doctor's appointment.



1297

01:36:56,777 --> 01:36:58,913

What is going on?

Nobody's heard from you...



1298

01:36:59,013 --> 01:37:00,981

my maid of honor. Call me.

Call me.



1299

01:37:01,081 --> 01:37:05,419

If you need to find any job

to get by, be realistic, luv, all right?



1300

01:37:05,519 --> 01:37:07,788

I cannot believe

you are not calling me back!



1301

01:37:07,888 --> 01:37:09,724

You can't be a secret agent...



1302

01:37:09,824 --> 01:37:11,959

and there's no such thing

as a vampire slayer.



1303

01:37:12,059 --> 01:37:14,895

I'm getting married. Where are you?

Pick up the phone!



1304

01:37:14,995 --> 01:37:16,897

His death is a part of your life now.



1305

01:37:16,997 --> 01:37:18,997

I am so mad at you!



1306

01:37:23,304 --> 01:37:25,363

Shh. There she is.



1307

01:37:38,017 --> 01:37:40,017

Great shoes.



1308

01:37:46,559 --> 01:37:48,695

Okay, this message is for Holly Kennedy.



1309

01:37:48,795 --> 01:37:50,563

Please tell her, her friend Denise...



1310

01:37:50,663 --> 01:37:54,567

is getting married December 31 st

and she's not invited. Okay?



1311

01:37:54,667 --> 01:37:57,642

How about that? You're not invited.



1312

01:39:32,631 --> 01:39:35,067

Look at this. It needs to be tighter!



1313

01:39:35,167 --> 01:39:37,336

All right, I will do whatever you want...



1314

01:39:37,436 --> 01:39:39,371

but I'm not so sure, I mean, I think...



1315

01:39:39,471 --> 01:39:41,343

No, listen, your bust looks absolutely...



1316

01:39:41,443 --> 01:39:43,408

right, because let me

tell you something...



1317

01:39:43,508 --> 01:39:46,044

you don't want to look too busty.



1318

01:39:46,144 --> 01:39:50,215

Yeah, well, see, although, you know,

my breasts are beautiful and firm...



1319

01:39:50,315 --> 01:39:52,262

they do often have a mind of their own...



1320

01:39:52,362 --> 01:39:54,553

and they can go off in

different directions...



1321

01:39:54,652 --> 01:39:56,721

without adult supervision.



1322

01:39:56,821 --> 01:39:59,924

So could you please just take it in just

a quarter-inch? Just a quarter-inch.



1323

01:40:00,024 --> 01:40:02,024

Okay.

- Okay.



1324

01:40:06,430 --> 01:40:10,001

Could you give us...

Excuse us for a minute, please?



1325

01:40:10,101 --> 01:40:12,101

Sure.

- Thanks.



1326

01:40:17,775 --> 01:40:19,775

You look beautiful.



1327

01:40:20,444 --> 01:40:22,613

Well, I could've used some help.



1328

01:40:22,713 --> 01:40:26,979

This is the twelfth dress

I've tried on. So...



1329

01:40:28,819 --> 01:40:30,819

I'm sorry.



1330

01:40:30,955 --> 01:40:33,610

Well, you were supposed to be my maid of...



1331

01:40:33,710 --> 01:40:36,427

honor, but of course I

didn't hear from you.



1332

01:40:36,527 --> 01:40:40,598

Sharon feels too conspicuous since

she's popped. So, guess what?



1333

01:40:40,698 --> 01:40:42,934

I had to ask Tom's 51-year-old sister...



1334

01:40:43,034 --> 01:40:47,369

who looks like Jerry Springer

and doesn't like me...



1335

01:40:48,205 --> 01:40:52,209

all because my best friend couldn't

stand me being so happy.



1336

01:40:52,309 --> 01:40:53,878

Why? Why is that?



1337

01:40:53,978 --> 01:40:58,316

Because our lives were moving on and you

weren't the center of attention anymore?



1338

01:40:58,416 --> 01:41:00,117

Yes.

- Really?



1339

01:41:00,217 --> 01:41:03,521

It was awful and I'm really sorry.

- Oh, no, I'm so sorry, honey.



1340

01:41:03,620 --> 01:41:04,821

No, I'm so sorry.



1341

01:41:04,921 --> 01:41:06,589

You were right and I was wrong.



1342

01:41:06,689 --> 01:41:09,759

God, I'm such a bitch! I'm sorry!

I was so crazy mad.



1343

01:41:09,859 --> 01:41:11,361

I hope you can forgive me.



1344

01:41:11,461 --> 01:41:16,166

Oh, you know what, it's not too late.

You can still be a bridesmaid with Sharon.



1345

01:41:16,266 --> 01:41:18,266

Okay.

- Okay?



1346

01:41:18,601 --> 01:41:20,601

Can I ask you a favor?



1347

01:41:21,738 --> 01:41:24,975

I want to make your wedding shoes.

- My shoes?



1348

01:41:25,075 --> 01:41:27,077

What'd you turn into, Geppetto?



1349

01:41:27,177 --> 01:41:30,078

Oh, my God! These are gorgeous!



1350

01:41:30,246 --> 01:41:34,551

I've been taking a class. It just happened

out of the blue. I really love it.



1351

01:41:34,651 --> 01:41:36,519

Oh, my God!



1352

01:41:36,619 --> 01:41:38,288

They're one-of-a-kind.



1353

01:41:38,388 --> 01:41:40,857

You'll be the only bride in history

to wear them.



1354

01:41:40,957 --> 01:41:42,957

Love that!



1355

01:41:43,059 --> 01:41:45,254

Oh, God, Holly!



1356

01:41:45,428 --> 01:41:47,794

This is like shoe art.



1357

01:41:47,964 --> 01:41:52,214

They're gorgeous! We have to

show these to someone.



1358

01:41:54,838 --> 01:41:57,007

I feel like Gerry's guiding me.



1359

01:41:57,107 --> 01:42:00,844

I mean, shoes! I love shoes but I never

thought about it.



1360

01:42:00,944 --> 01:42:02,345

You look so great.



1361

01:42:02,445 --> 01:42:03,813

Thanks.



1362

01:42:03,913 --> 01:42:06,583

Course, I look great too, right? Ha-ha.

- Yes.



1363

01:42:06,683 --> 01:42:10,320

When all this started happening,

you're the first person I wanted to tell.



1364

01:42:10,420 --> 01:42:11,721

Isn't that funny?



1365

01:42:11,821 --> 01:42:16,359

That's hilarious. Any way we can stretch

this lunch out into a dinner?



1366

01:42:16,458 --> 01:42:19,178

I'm going to change the subject.



1367

01:42:19,928 --> 01:42:23,328

How are you?

- I'm good. Things are good.



1368

01:42:24,099 --> 01:42:28,037

I've got some, some ideas for the future,

some possible business prospects.



1369

01:42:28,137 --> 01:42:30,772

I think about you all the time.



1370

01:42:32,307 --> 01:42:34,476

That's a little too much information,

I guess.



1371

01:42:34,576 --> 01:42:35,677

Yes.



1372

01:42:35,777 --> 01:42:37,880

But you did say you were

thinking about me.



1373

01:42:37,980 --> 01:42:41,483

Because you've been a real friend

through this all.



1374

01:42:41,583 --> 01:42:45,323

So, you haven't thought about me

in the nude?



1375

01:42:45,687 --> 01:42:47,389

No.



1376

01:42:47,489 --> 01:42:48,857

Not once?

- No.



1377

01:42:48,957 --> 01:42:52,612

Not even without my shirt?

- Gerry, stop it!



1378

01:42:53,162 --> 01:42:55,162

Daniel.



1379

01:43:00,536 --> 01:43:02,536

I'm Daniel.



1380

01:43:04,673 --> 01:43:06,673

Sorry.



1381

01:43:09,178 --> 01:43:12,281

You think you'll ever feel about

somebody the way you felt about Gerry...



1382

01:43:12,381 --> 01:43:16,971

or do you have to wait for a letter

to figure that out?



1383

01:43:17,452 --> 01:43:19,452

Where you going?



1384

01:43:23,725 --> 01:43:25,725

I really like you...



1385

01:43:26,627 --> 01:43:29,528

but I can't be the invisible man.



1386

01:43:30,631 --> 01:43:33,351

I'm tired of being the shoulder.



1387

01:43:35,136 --> 01:43:39,974

I want to be another body part you need,

you know? I wanna be...



1388

01:43:40,074 --> 01:43:42,944

the bad guy.

I want a woman to go crazy over me...



1389

01:43:43,044 --> 01:43:47,615

and then I wanna use her up

until she's ruined for all other men.



1390

01:43:47,715 --> 01:43:49,768

You don't wanna do that.



1391

01:43:49,868 --> 01:43:53,410

No, I don't wanna do that, but I would...



1392

01:43:54,188 --> 01:43:58,183

I'd like to date a woman

who actually likes men.



1393

01:44:04,332 --> 01:44:07,052

I'd like to be somebody's Gerry.



1394

01:44:17,178 --> 01:44:21,938

It's all right.

Honestly, it's not your fault, it's mine.



1395

01:44:23,918 --> 01:44:26,888

I didn't plan on feeling something

for you, it just sort of happened.



1396

01:44:26,988 --> 01:44:29,028

So I'm sorry about that.



1397

01:44:37,364 --> 01:44:39,574

Is your guest coming back?



1398

01:44:40,300 --> 01:44:43,020

No.

- Just you on your own, then?



1399

01:46:10,589 --> 01:46:12,589

Take a break, will you?



1400

01:46:13,692 --> 01:46:16,024

Mom!

- What's the matter?



1401

01:46:23,902 --> 01:46:25,902

Come on.



1402

01:46:26,405 --> 01:46:28,405

Come on.



1403

01:46:28,507 --> 01:46:30,507

What happened?



1404

01:46:31,643 --> 01:46:34,976

When... When Daddy left...



1405

01:46:35,814 --> 01:46:38,908

I was 14 and I said:



1406

01:46:39,118 --> 01:46:42,610

'That's it, never again. No man...'



1407

01:46:44,723 --> 01:46:46,723

And then I meet Gerry.



1408

01:46:51,663 --> 01:46:56,338

This wonderful man happens to me

and then... And then...



1409

01:46:56,502 --> 01:46:58,502

And then he died!



1410

01:46:58,536 --> 01:47:00,438

What was the point?

- I know, honey.



1411

01:47:00,538 --> 01:47:03,308

I'm so angry I could kill somebody!



1412

01:47:03,408 --> 01:47:05,408

I'm alone and...



1413

01:47:05,676 --> 01:47:09,480

it doesn't matter what job I have,

or what I do or what I don't do...



1414

01:47:09,580 --> 01:47:12,050

or what friends I have. He's not here.



1415

01:47:12,150 --> 01:47:15,381

I'm... I'm not here.



1416

01:47:16,154 --> 01:47:20,489

I mean, you're alone no matter what.

- That's right.



1417

01:47:22,627 --> 01:47:26,898

You know, I didn't come here for you

to give me some bullshit honest answer.



1418

01:47:26,998 --> 01:47:29,233

Why can't you lie to me just once?



1419

01:47:29,333 --> 01:47:31,333

I'm sorry, sweetheart.



1420

01:47:36,507 --> 01:47:40,910

I can't breathe. I can't breathe.

- Shh. Come on.



1421

01:47:42,346 --> 01:47:44,346

Let's go for a walk.



1422

01:47:46,217 --> 01:47:48,486

Your father and I used to come here.



1423

01:47:48,586 --> 01:47:50,021

They had dances.



1424

01:47:50,121 --> 01:47:52,161

Well, not really dances.



1425

01:47:52,223 --> 01:47:55,126

We'd come with radios and cigarettes...



1426

01:47:55,226 --> 01:47:58,796

and drink beer and listen to Jimi Hendrix.



1427

01:48:00,665 --> 01:48:05,870

I bet you've had a hard time walking into

a room full of people on your own, right?



1428

01:48:05,970 --> 01:48:07,970

Yeah, I know that.



1429

01:48:08,738 --> 01:48:13,210

I know what it is not to feel like you're

in the room until he looks at you...



1430

01:48:13,310 --> 01:48:18,014

or touches your hand, or even makes

a joke at your expense...



1431

01:48:18,114 --> 01:48:21,251

just to let everyone know

you're with him.



1432

01:48:21,351 --> 01:48:23,351

You're his.



1433

01:48:24,955 --> 01:48:27,845

God, that man could make me laugh.



1434

01:48:28,825 --> 01:48:30,825

Daddy?



1435

01:48:32,362 --> 01:48:35,337

I don't ever remember you laughing.



1436

01:48:38,335 --> 01:48:41,168

Well, that makes me sad...



1437

01:48:44,374 --> 01:48:46,374

because I did.



1438

01:48:49,045 --> 01:48:51,045

I did.



1439

01:48:56,286 --> 01:49:00,451

Did you hate Gerry because

he reminded you of Dad?



1440

01:49:01,525 --> 01:49:03,525

A little.



1441

01:49:08,465 --> 01:49:14,075

You know the worst thing for a parent,

second after losing a child?



1442

01:49:14,504 --> 01:49:18,809

Watching your child head for

the same life you had...



1443

01:49:18,908 --> 01:49:20,967

and you can't stop it.



1444

01:49:23,879 --> 01:49:26,973

It's a terrible, helpless feeling.



1445

01:49:28,250 --> 01:49:30,885

Makes you angry all the time...



1446

01:49:31,987 --> 01:49:33,987

and I've been angry...



1447

01:49:35,257 --> 01:49:37,589

a very long time.



1448

01:49:40,729 --> 01:49:42,729

I'm exhausted.



1449

01:49:46,769 --> 01:49:49,999

Do you think we'll ever see Dad again?



1450

01:49:50,673 --> 01:49:52,673

No, sweetheart.



1451

01:49:53,676 --> 01:49:55,676

Never.



1452

01:49:58,614 --> 01:50:00,994

So you have to stop waiting.



1453

01:50:25,608 --> 01:50:27,608

You?



1454

01:50:29,410 --> 01:50:34,582

I have to say I was impressed by how

he worked everything out ahead of time...



1455

01:50:34,682 --> 01:50:38,252

every delivery schedule,

the mailbox key...



1456

01:50:39,153 --> 01:50:42,190

Getting that leather jacket out

of your apartment wasn't easy...



1457

01:50:42,290 --> 01:50:45,265

with you acting like Miss Havisham.



1458

01:50:49,230 --> 01:50:51,230

He made me promise.



1459

01:50:51,933 --> 01:50:53,933

I couldn't say no.



1460

01:50:54,335 --> 01:50:58,755

I told him I didn't think

it was good for you, but...



1461

01:50:59,007 --> 01:51:01,007

I couldn't say no.



1462

01:51:05,179 --> 01:51:07,179

It's the last one...



1463

01:51:11,786 --> 01:51:13,786

so all alone or not...



1464

01:51:15,123 --> 01:51:17,123

you gotta walk ahead.



1465

01:51:21,863 --> 01:51:23,922

Thing to remember is...



1466

01:51:24,666 --> 01:51:29,660

if we're all alone,

then we're all together in that too.



1467

01:51:32,473 --> 01:51:34,941

It helps me sometimes.



1468

01:52:37,370 --> 01:52:39,930

Hi, it's Daniel.



1469

01:52:40,107 --> 01:52:45,746

Remember what I said in the restaurant?

Well, please forget it word by word.



1470

01:52:45,846 --> 01:52:48,982

They're gonna build a new Yankee stadium.



1471

01:52:49,082 --> 01:52:52,519

I don't know why I said that.

I'm making small talk. I hate small talk.



1472

01:52:52,618 --> 01:52:57,123

I hate the people who make small talk.

I should... I should stop. I'm stopping.



1473

01:52:57,223 --> 01:52:59,223

Shit!



1474

01:53:09,735 --> 01:53:11,735

Gerry?



1475

01:53:16,876 --> 01:53:20,191

My uncle can get us in anytime we want.



1476

01:53:20,379 --> 01:53:23,014

He turned the lights on for us.



1477

01:53:25,151 --> 01:53:27,151

It's amazing...



1478

01:53:54,513 --> 01:53:56,513

You sure?



1479

01:53:57,917 --> 01:53:59,917

It's okay.



1480

01:54:01,352 --> 01:54:04,913

'Dear Holly, I don't have much time.



1481

01:54:05,323 --> 01:54:07,952

I don't mean literally, I mean, you're out...



1482

01:54:08,052 --> 01:54:10,562

buying ice cream and

you'll be home soon...



1483

01:54:10,662 --> 01:54:13,264

but I have a feeling

this is the last letter.



1484

01:54:13,364 --> 01:54:16,434

Because there's only one thing

left to tell you.



1485

01:54:16,534 --> 01:54:19,671

It isn't to go down memory lane

or make you buy a lamp.



1486

01:54:19,771 --> 01:54:23,975

You can take care of yourself

without any help from me.



1487

01:54:24,075 --> 01:54:28,944

It's to tell you how much you move me.

How you changed me.



1488

01:54:29,714 --> 01:54:33,114

You made me a man by loving me, Holly...



1489

01:54:33,218 --> 01:54:36,813

and for that I am eternally grateful.



1490

01:54:36,988 --> 01:54:38,988

Literally.



1491

01:54:39,624 --> 01:54:44,028

If you can promise me anything,

promise me that whenever you're sad...



1492

01:54:44,128 --> 01:54:46,128

::: or unsure:: :



1493

01:54:46,197 --> 01:54:48,662

or you lose complete faith...



1494

01:54:49,300 --> 01:54:52,637

that you'll try and see yourself

through my eyes.



1495

01:54:52,737 --> 01:54:55,740

Thank you for the honor of being my wife.



1496

01:54:55,840 --> 01:54:58,138

I'm a man with no regrets.



1497

01:54:58,309 --> 01:55:00,309

How lucky am I?



1498

01:55:01,212 --> 01:55:06,142

You made my life, Holly,

but I'm just one chapter in yours.



1499

01:55:06,251 --> 01:55:08,251

There'll be more.



1500

01:55:08,486 --> 01:55:10,486

I promise.



1501

01:55:10,989 --> 01:55:14,049

So here it comes, the big one.



1502

01:55:15,993 --> 01:55:19,223

Don't be afraid to fall in love again.



1503

01:55:19,696 --> 01:55:24,371

Watch out for that signal

when life as you know it ends.



1504

01:55:25,802 --> 01:55:30,239

P.S., I will always love you.'



1505

01:55:50,727 --> 01:55:53,127

Have you thought about this?



1506

01:55:54,298 --> 01:55:56,528

About me, I mean?



1507

01:55:58,702 --> 01:56:00,702

Have you?



1508

01:56:03,440 --> 01:56:05,440

Yeah.



1509

01:56:30,766 --> 01:56:33,102

This isn't gonna work, is it?

- No way, no how!



1510

01:56:33,202 --> 01:56:35,202

Damn!

- Oh!



1511

01:56:36,605 --> 01:56:38,605

Oh, wow.



1512

01:56:38,641 --> 01:56:41,210

I mean, that was like kissing my sister.



1513

01:56:41,310 --> 01:56:43,972

I'm so relieved!

- Ha-ha-ha.



1514

01:56:44,146 --> 01:56:47,783

I got this letter and I thought he must

have been feeling self-sacrificing...



1515

01:56:47,883 --> 01:56:50,953

but he's really full of crap.

If he meant it, he'd give me a sign.



1516

01:56:51,053 --> 01:56:55,643

I hate signs.

- Then I got your message on the machine.



1517

01:57:00,830 --> 01:57:03,560

Weird, bitter friends?



1518

01:57:05,334 --> 01:57:07,334

Forever.



1519

01:57:19,215 --> 01:57:21,050

What's wrong, friend?



1520

01:57:21,150 --> 01:57:23,150

It's Gerry.



1521

01:57:25,121 --> 01:57:27,121

It's been a year...



1522

01:57:29,291 --> 01:57:32,521

and I don't feel him

around me anymore.



1523

01:57:34,162 --> 01:57:36,882

I don't think he's here anymore.



1524

01:57:38,967 --> 01:57:41,162

I think Gerry's gone.



1525

01:57:42,704 --> 01:57:44,704

He's really gone.



1526

01:58:03,591 --> 01:58:06,094

Dear Gerry, you said you wanted me...



1527

01:58:06,194 --> 01:58:07,696

to fall in love again...



1528

01:58:07,796 --> 01:58:13,301

and maybe one day I will,

but there are all kinds of love out there.



1529

01:58:13,401 --> 01:58:15,503

This is my one and only life...



1530

01:58:15,603 --> 01:58:19,140

and it's a great and terrible

and short and endless thing...



1531

01:58:19,240 --> 01:58:22,300

and none of us come out of it alive.



1532

01:58:31,886 --> 01:58:36,624

I don't have a plan except

that it's time my mom laughed again.



1533

01:58:36,724 --> 01:58:38,626

She's never seen the world.



1534

01:58:38,726 --> 01:58:44,722

She's never seen Ireland, so I'm

taking her back to where we started.



1535

01:58:50,971 --> 01:58:53,351

Maybe now she'll understand.



1536

01:59:01,882 --> 01:59:03,882

Mom?



1537

01:59:18,665 --> 01:59:20,665

William?



1538

01:59:21,768 --> 01:59:23,768

Hello, you.



1539

01:59:26,273 --> 01:59:28,568

You back for another visit?



1540

01:59:28,976 --> 01:59:30,976

How long?



1541

01:59:31,345 --> 01:59:33,345

I don't know.



1542

01:59:35,215 --> 01:59:37,918

Oh, um... This is my mom, Patricia.



1543

01:59:38,018 --> 01:59:40,738

Hello. This is me father, Patsy.



1544

01:59:44,124 --> 01:59:46,060

You've dropped your sweets, luv.



1545

01:59:46,160 --> 01:59:48,228

Mustn't do that around these parts.



1546

01:59:48,328 --> 01:59:53,258

Pretty woman like you,

a fella could take it the wrong way.



1547

02:00:09,916 --> 02:00:12,381

So I'll see you around, then?



1548

02:00:12,552 --> 02:00:14,552

Yeah.



1549

02:00:20,792 --> 02:00:24,763

I don't know how you did it,

but you brought me back from the dead.



1550

02:00:24,863 --> 02:00:26,965

I'll write to you again soon.



1551

02:00:27,065 --> 02:00:29,065

P. S...



1552

02:00:29,100 --> 02:00:31,100

Guess what.

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